17/11 * We first knew each other
 17/01 * We first met
 17/02 * We begin our Story :: Our Special Story

 *Since 17/02/04 :: To Be Continued ::*

We Have Our Dreams and We Strive to Achieve*
 He Promise Me A Good Life and He Did It*
 I Bring Him Sound and Laughter*

 I ask him:*
 Why u love me?*
 I'm Ugly*
 I'm Stupid*
 I'm Noiz*
I'm Troublesome*


 He said:*
 Yep.*
 You're Ugly*
 You're Stupid*
 You're Noiz*
 You're Troublesome*
 But*

 *I Just Love You*

PROFILEY

*: Ivy :*
*: 27/06/87 :*
*: Currently working as a Secretary :*

loves -
*_Bee_*
*_Titbits_*
*_Singing_*
*_Glass Bottles_*
*_Pillows_*
*_Hebe_*
*-Pink Orange Brown White_*
*_Gaming_*

hates -
*..Worms..*
*..Lightning..*

DESIRESY
*-Adidas jacket[s]-*
*-[MY] Room-*
*-Go Japan-*
*-Travel with [U]-*
*-DSi-*
*-[OUR] home-*
*-To go to M&M Chocolate Factory-*
*-Games-*

LEAVE ME A TAGY

EXITSY

*QiuPing* *Diana* *Chloe* *MeiLing* *Hebe* *MeiMei*

ARCHIVES;

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CREDITS;

Designer
Photobucket.
Blogger.
Blogskins.
Picture 1
Picture 2
Splatter Brushes
Lyrics of the song "Notice Me" by Zetta Bytes

Saturday, August 04, 2007
4:29 PM

Okie~ i'm finally back~! But will not update always.. Not sure what to write... Don't care if anyone's reading.. Cause I've mia for so long.. Only can say.. This week is terrible..This blogskin is mainly to treasure and remind me of him (something which is ironic cause I've been trying to forget, but impossible, so I've given up) and all the bittersweet love. Yep. That's the theme. Bittersweet Love. Summary as follows:-

Love down.
Family down.
Career ok.

Love:
Don't know whether we will be back together. Think no bah. But anyway, I wish him well and hope he will jiayou in his studies.

Family:
Quarrel with dad. Unreasonable. But he apologised and so be it. Cry like hell on Thursday. Baka. Always got scolded for smth not my fault. Or smth that I cant help it. And kana scolded cause I never cover up or defend him. Both shooting me le. Where gt extra energy cover up. And I'm alr so pissed off by what he say. But. No use also. He always thinks it's my fault.

Career:
LLC is a great place to work in~ Although my colleagues ain't that good. Esp the new comer. Say bz then pass smth that I'm instructed to ask her to do to me. Her desk is much neater. Files much lesser than mine. My table can't even put files le. Still say she bz. Like I'm not? Luckily, there's my cute friend in there to help me~ Thanks Azleen!! Her attachment ended yesterday. So sad. But really had a good time with her.

Right, friend gone, relationship in a mess, family relationship ok. So what can I look forward to everyday? I used to look forward to Sat so can enjoy and pei him. But now can't le. Let's put it this way, live one day count one day ba. Gambatte yo. Can make it de =)

And please, someone, I hope you can keep your word for what you're gona do this Sunday. Latest I can give you is Monday before Noon. I give you a week's allowance le. Duno what you're doing. Get pay le don't want return me. Was I wrong to trust you? I guess so. Anyway, no second time. Once bitten, twice shy. Really feel like taking up extra job or some course. Too much free time on my hands. Maybe I can accept invitation from the company above me? Working on Sat can spend alot of my time. Should need the money also. Cos my com haven't even save abit. My closest frens going in NS next month. All the more make my life not worth looking forward to le. Loneliness is something I've not experienced before. Total pure loneliness. What should I say?

Life sucks. Baka.

Will you ever notice me...