> Shrouded in darkness;

~~Wednesday, November 29, 2006~~

10:18 PM

zzzz~ jus finish my dota game~ sadded~ u noe y? cos we lost!!! we hitting their base, they hitting ours.. =( but they faster..previous version used to will go back def when we hit in one..auto de..this version thy clever liao..zz...ss lost to naix wor~ sadded..sobss! 3rd day of attachment~ still feeling so slpy at work~ sobss! save wo arrr~ ytdy hubbie buy me a cuppie!!! BIG BIG PINK PINK PIGLET cuppie!!! muahahahahas! and he bought a pacifier to go with it~ den hang it at the handle~ wa~ so love it alot alot alot ^^ weee!! den ytdy went to meet hubbie at IMM~ i wan bring him go eat porridge and egg tart~ bt sadded la~ egg tart dont hv~ porridge he dont find nice =( soobbs~ go there for nth le~ been feeling so hungry these weeks~ sadded~ den i buy seaweed and prawn rolls go work dere eat..lols! tdy bring there, madeline was lke keep laughing..hahahas! slpy la~ i do my stuff quite fast~ so i finished quite alot le la~ bt most of it i was closing my eyes and clicking..reli so tired and sleepy..y? cos the stupid prog and job is too sian!!! blehsss!!! save wo baaaah!!! =(

Tdy went to FJ opposite us to eat..there gt a stall..in FJ sia..lol..funie rite? and there de ppl bk place using TISSUE! lol~ me and madeline was lke laughing away at them using tissue to book the place..lol~ bth..funie sia there de ppl..lol~ bt our strag is buy le den find place..lol..cos no ppl book la..den we nv bring any tissues along..lol~ funie..den there gt stall sell hello kitty and those cute cute stuffs..den me and madeline nv wana c de..bt is eng koon..he so funie la..he c the stall his eyes is lke "light up" sia..lol~ den he ask the uncle this and dat..we thot he wana buy car sia..he reli lke tk until wana buy liao..end up he ask us wana buy de 3 for $10 cup ma~ lol!! bth! den we buy lor..lol~~~ siao one..zzz..den go back he so excited sia~ wash the cup and go make coffee liao..lol!!! he lke kid la..den gt those humpty dumpty style de chop..those wont fall one..and will keep rock ard in 360 degrees de..gt doraemon and other designs la..he buy all lor!! lol~ one for $1..lol! he reli go buy all..each design one..lol~ oni left xiao bai nv buy..cos xiao bai abit dirty~ lol~ me and madeline was laughing all the way..bth~~~ lol!!

Then go hubbie's place eat~ yum yum~ his mom cook prawns, egg, soup(yum yum)..we dao bao fishball soup(cos hubbie dont drink the soup that his mom cook) and da bao curry vege..yum yum~ den watch superstar at hubbie's hse~ we also lke laugh laugh and laugh abt them la~ so bad :x boo! lol~ i go off le~ bb ^^

Will you ever notice me...

~~Monday, November 27, 2006~~

7:24 PM

Ping so hardworking sia..been blogging..so i wana blog also..bt dear laz~ no blog..booo! reli miss ur posts u noe? =( jus back frm attachment..nid abt an hr to go to and fro.. ^-^ quite friendly la there de ppl..bt ar..zz..i dont lke my supervisor..cos her att. towards colleagues and work nt very gd..bt dats nt my business la~ tdy at work my stomach cramp sia..pain si..bt i keep ren..no choice..feel lke drinking milo... =( bt no my cup..den i dun wan use other ppl's cup..bleh! nt sure whether is dear buying a cup for me or i bring my home one :p later re-cfm wif him again~ nt bad la~ dere gt shuttle bus go ghim moh hawker centre, NUS and holland V..gd rite? lol..excited..tdy first day ma~ so go near de place eat :p opposite de food junction :p wif Eng koon(duno is lidat spell ma) and madeline(duno is lidat ma)..den very heng..same department wif madeline..side by side oni :p heh~~ den i keep complain dat i wana slp lorrr!!! so sian one leh~ u noe those kids prog? keep click next next next de..dat one is teaching materials for teachers to teach kindergarten kids..lke bring fruits la..den show em apples all dat..nid check c gt errors, grammar mistakes, fullstops or spelling errors ma..eeks..lke so louji and sian rite? zzzz...bt anyway..we work until 4get the time to go home..lol..and our break time is eng koon come ask us to eat one..still gt card..we go toilet also nid swipe card one..siao de..lols~ duno can bring titbits in ma leh..if can jiu best liao :p bt mafan la..mus tk bus..waste money..go hm time tk bus traffic jam lor..make evryting so slowww~~ zzz...den dear come fetch me off work..he wait for me at buona vista~ :p muackies! bt one gd ting is madeline is there :p she very pretty~ mei mei ^^ so c le quite happie also~ hahaaaa!! siao liao~ boo lahs~ anyway~ thanks to me mom for bringing me there this morning~

I had a great weekend! I'm da champion for treasure hunt event for PKO leh! wooo!! me very serious on dat le~ cos de levelling one lose until very jialat due to very unluckyness..so dat one me super jia you ^-^ reli so tense up..after dat relax reli lke worn out le..bt gd! i won 3 pets..10 wishing stones and 5m gold =D lol~ shuang dao max liao! lol!!! den dear say mus jiang li ourselves after de event..lol~ cos reli so hard..overnight..no slp dao..rush all events..work hard to win..reli can faint one leh..lucky draw, dear win one sealed item..very rare and gd one :p so nice sia de staff..and i get to go to a place on PK where no one else will have a chance to go except for GM ^^ dear went there b4..cos he is given de GM seat only he dont want~ bt i also went b4 :p muahahaha! dat reli is a unforgettable moment le~ first event of my life..and i won! ^-^ after that we go eat mac breakfast..reli bth..keep slp..den dear keep wakie me T_T sadded..he ask me ren nw~ if nt more tired..bt i reli bth~ end up he lemme slp~ bt eat mac le i super awake le~ yum yum! so nice sia :p lol~ bt reach hm c my mei use com i slpy again le..cos i nth to do..so go slp..intend to slp awhile oni..reach hm at abt 10..i slp until 4+..zz..mei nv wakie me..box her! den i audi~ i go challenge de license ^-^ and i won too ^^ ez la~ den after that meet dear and mom and mei go eat sushi at lot1~ yum yum~ so nice! :p weee! after dat go hm dota le jiu slp le~ ^^ thats all ^^ had a fun weekend ya? :p and heard frm dear dat his mom is sooo happie dat he won..lol~ gosu! :p Shinku GM very gd also~ ^^ funie la~ hahaha~ ok~ go le! bb all~ ping wo miss ni =( mus rmb wo ar~ rites~ those interest to get a proof or a view of what i had achieved over the weekends, pls click on da link below :p and dat is de place where no one else can go ^^ muahaha~

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Will you ever notice me...

~~Thursday, November 23, 2006~~

5:43 PM

yay!!! FYP ish over! yay!! i dont nid to come back to sch at 8:30 liao!!! yay!! i dont nid to go hm at 6 liao! yay!!! i can celebrate liao!!! muahahahahaha~~~ tml mayb going bugis with pingping~ celebrate~ muahahahahaa~~~ bt mayb at start nid to go sch first la~ den after dat go bugis~ =D yay!! den arr~ monday jiu start work le~ i got the directions to go from xavier le =D bt lke very pian pi leh..boo! anyway~ reach sch jiu prepare for presentation le~ den scared until i keep tremble lorrr~~~ xia si wo~ and so cold~ bt heng la~ everything goes quite smoothly~ questions we were able to ans.. :p den enjoy liao~ go break wif ping le den jiu dota straigh until abt 5:20+ le~ =D play alot~ win all~ (dont count the 2 games with nicholas la..he no gd at dota..zzz)..play with xavier and jm..and play with jm oni de..all win~ cos nt bad la de heroes~ oblivion first time use~ can kill quite alot~ i total use oblivion, sniper, sladar and 4gt who le~ sniper is i repick den choose de~ den lol..20+ kills~ 6 deaths~ highest death la~ mostly is kill by doom de~ doom de ulti doom very pro~ lol..bt i first la~ xav 2nd and jm 3rd..i can easily tag with anyone la..quite gd at times..sniper tag with butcher gd..sniper tag with slayer gd also..bt nid common sense and communication la..bt i kio alot~ bhind is i play play..anyhw kio one..lol..cos alot duno thy can chase ma..den i keep tink abt butcher hook de cooldwn..den jm bu yi ding can hook dao..so i ulti lor...xav one is can say~ he use skills he will say out de..lol..so he say laguna den i dont ulti..den nx hero den i ulti :p i play hero killer..gd la~ farm quite gd ba~ nt sure..bt my creep kill reli less until nth to say..nvm la ^^ i dont lke play pusher or creep supporter de..ytdy play -wtf den i got LOA..den i play creep supporter..buy all support creep de ting..cos i cant play hero killer or normal de la..cos de ulti lke =.=" anyway~ i can say i play quite well in supporting dear and creep la :p gd rite? i can play multi role :p lol~ anyway~ ytdy help ber lv..she gt PK also..bt no gd at it..Sat de PK event i wish i can go =D shall c my mom's answer tonite~ tml closing date le :p wee! muahahahahahahaha~ later meeting dear~ dear want GG :p so pingping go hm alone~ sorrie wor pingping~ huggiess! somemore u wait for me complete dota~ xie xie ar =D muacks ni ^^ no time to spend tgt le~ cos attachment le~ bt hope can meet for lunch ba :p c hw lo ^^ anyways~ bbyes!

Will you ever notice me...

~~Tuesday, November 21, 2006~~

8:56 PM

Duckie pic is up!!! lv 40 voya ^-^ am i cute? :p lol..de other one is my dear~ he playing female char~ is the hair nice? one in a million one~ nice hair~ i nv c anyone else has it :p

my dearie laogong propose to me on PKO when we found a super nice glittering place :p so sweet~ i wish that moment will stop forever~

Duckie sitting at shore~ hehs~ looks lke blur little duckie~

My baobei darling duckie~

My darling ish posing just for the camera~ smile!!

Dear took the back view of the pic where me and dear were at shore~ its soo nice! i just didnt think of it..so stoopid rites? blehs! wana get frm him~ c he wana gimme ma :p

oh~ he gave me le~ here here:

nice rite? :p hehs~ thats us!

Will you ever notice me...

9:29 AM

yays! tues!!! 2 more days to presentation den its ALL OVER! muahahahaha~ ytdy i was telling my mom dat mayb i'm attached to buona vista de duno whr..den she was lke waaa~ gdgdgd~ lol..den dear dear joke say mayb i go MOE..lol~ its better lo if real..bleh! and glad dear dear like my blogskin =D he alot of "comments" one~ bt tis one he just "nice" jiu no more le..hurr! i kinda like tis skin also~ so i think im sticking to it ^^ bt if i bored..i might change anytime..i tink i go change my dear de blogskin..lol..boo! i bgt deathnote to sch to watch~ bt duno whether i will have de time~ ^^ cause my partner pass me de powerpt and report le ^^ so can do le~ =D and sorrie ar pingping~ tdy nv pei u go sch =( bt ar~ u gt ppl help u sign one ma..mine is DT mark one..den if whole record is 9:20 jiu nt gd le..bt i guess its alr to late to make amendments liao..so nvm la..4get it =(

This morning i audi gt a BIG game..and i got it leh~ yay! cos very ez la~ x3Den to 12 perfects! muahaha~ den i earn 160Den in dat game~ super rite? i also think i super..lol..bt ar..can more super one la..cos i number 5th one..zz...cos i gt cool alot..too concentrate i will get cool one leh..duno y..mayb i do things cant serious =X zz..bt ar~ starting my 4th game le, dear dear jiu call my hp..i thot he wana miss call wo~ lke gimme warning b4 he call my hse..so i waited..bt no leh!! he reli come call lor! so i bo bian..give up my game..and go ans fone T_T heng dat one nt big game lor..den my hp in rm charging..den mei slping in dat rm..wa..if i wake her up jiu very bad..so reli no choice..go ans fone T_T sadded..my Den gone gone gone~~ boooO! chou dear dear~ ask u call my hse means i will prepare one ma~~ booo! louji! bleh!! bt nvm =D i gt my 160Den i happie liao~ lol..song liao =D so hungry~ feel lke eating nasi lemak T_T bt ar..my gum swollen~ i grow tooth leh! dear and ping say is wisdom tooth! wahaha~ means i gt wisdom liao..lol! reli is tooth leh! i saw de white white ting..bt its growing to the right side..means towards my cheeks dere..wa..so can feel de swolleness and de tooth dere lor..open mouth big will pain lor..hw to eat lidat? zzz...bt normal close lidat nt pain..so shld i go pluck it out? advise? lols..i think dont better la..i scared dentist =X hate dentist!! boo! cos scary sia de equips..zz...ytdy night wana slp liao mom come in talk talk talk alot to me..alot of craps~ and jobs~ and credit cards~ siao de leh..zz..den end up i call dear~ and crap to him also :p jobs~ credit cards~ cancer~ lol..den nag at him go slp~ den i finally can slp le =D

Didnt play any games ytdy~ cos ar~ was at dear's hse until 9..he wan watch bai jia le~ so i watch black cat on the com =D hehs~ tuo lei hao shuai wor~ eve super cute!! :p den dear de hse nids repainting..due to some feng shui problem..den i c de paint book with him~ den i wan repaint my hse also!!! bt mom dont want gimme me and mei solo rm~ cos she say nw share rm liao jiu so messy..later separate liao = 2 rms messy..wa..lidat say wor..bt she nv think one lor..if separate liao its MY rm liao leh..of cos i will tk care la!!! common sense ma..and ar! messy de is study rm hor!!! and ar!! y messy???? cos no space to put ma!!! cos share rm ma!!! louji one leh she..zz..cos i wan repaint my OWN rm..i wan repaint pink..dark pink~ bt den hubbie say cnt draw on it..den he choose a light purple..den say he help me draw disney chars on it =D wa~ den i like..bt i prefer pink laaaa~~ T_T imagine go in my rm de walls are dark pink~ wa~ super nice sia! cos my parents like light colours..so owaes paint light colours..den i c until i sian le~ so i wan my own rm to be different =D outside light light c le nvm~ go in my rm jiu waaa!!! zz..dreaming nia~ she dont want gimme a rm~ sobss~

Now, im checking PKO webbie..dear say gt event~ im checking it out ^^ afk..woohoo! GM coming out to solve lag problem..super gd! cos i've been lagging like hell in PK..and 22nd dec gt PKO outing! muahaha! GM booked a cinema..they will be watching Night at the Museum~ i wana watch one =D and ar its freee! muahahaha~ and its on da friday lor! and another event is overnight lan..hmm..dat one nt so sure le..nid c whether mom allows ma...sobss..this coming friday leh..somemore can celebrate sch over lor! =D shall c hw~ jus back from brunch..ate mac =D nidda save money le~ for christmas, for mom's bd present..hehs~ ^^ was talking to ping la..she say abt her bunch of frens..very funie la..hear le bth..bt interesting la..first time hear so funie de ppl..lol..den was talking abt dota tinggies~ alot la~ rmb to da bao stingray for me if u going tml :p lol..buaiss!

Will you ever notice me...

~~Monday, November 20, 2006~~

9:47 AM

yoz! its monday again le..and so sian de leh~ i wonder if i will get a phobia of coming to sch :X booboo! anyway~ hmmm~ thursday presentation le..and im still nt yet ready..de powerpt suppose to be lay xuan do first..bt she haven pass me de powerpt lor..sian one..zzzz..nvm~ jus keep tell myself..after thursday no sch liao!!! hahaa! so tired lor..dont feel lke waking and coming to sch.. =( sadded..

This morning audition..first song of de day: Milk Puppet..lol! nice la..i lke it =D bt mei and dear dont like it..so sad..booo! den tio one Rain de song..wa..hao nan ting la..zz..(no offense to Rain fans)..bt i wonder y dont hv SHE songs? hur~ if gt sure super nice one..i sure train to all perfect one..lol..aiya~ gt one big game..get 15 perfect = x3 den..wa~ all 5 ppl get lor..i get 14 perfect jiu game end! wa! reli so heartpain..zz..sian de leh...booo la! %$#^%$&^ qi si wo..den me and mei wana share money buy audi card..we bgt one le..den buy de hair le..left 1k cash..we nid 6 in total..so 5 more..each is $26.25..wa..so ex rite? bt de clothes will b so nice la..hurr~ bt duno reli wana buy ma leh..i dont lke wasting money on pre-paid cards leh..c hw ba..hmm~ still gt sims2 wana buy lo..

Fri:
dear come sch find wo..den talk alot..abt our problems..den he wait for me fang xue..he go eat omelette rice lor..actuali nt dat nice..de egg lke too thin liao? or is it normal? diao..i duno la..den dear bring me home..hmmmm...reli lke so paiseh lor..after all dat happened on thurs..bt still ok la~ den his mom cook prawns leh! bt i beri full..sadded..so no eat..i eat one prawn oni :p den dl audi for dear..cna play together someday le :p den i reached home le we jiu PK~ i voya le hao ma!!!! lol! i did tk ss..bt i 4gt to put in thumb..will upload another day :p ji ke ai de~ so happie~ de voya journey costs me a bomb lor..bt rewarding la~ c de duckie suit jiu so happie liao... :p den me and dear was dicussing abt playing pure sea voya..cause no one in PK has done it before..we will be legend if we did it :p bt its a very dangerous and daring route to take..so we discuss on hw to pump de skills..choose lightning curtain or algae entanglement..ask advice from others..bt no ppl can give advice..cos no one played it b4..so its up to us only liao..

Sat:
hmm~ i went to dear's hse..and we created a new acct each back at anchor..we dcided to play back anchor cause there are his SM and my voya..so will be easier..if play at deck will be sooo much more complicated..indeed, dat night we train..awhile oni jiu lv 17 le..den went dear's hse ben lai very excited to play valkyrie one..bt haiyo~ cnt play..booo! end up dear help me win one NFS:Carbon de boss race..reli so diff lor..2nd one cant win..sadded..blehs! den play ffXII..im rlei so nt interested in dat game la..cos de characters nt to my liking...and graphics wise cant be compared to FFX..bt duno y dear dont find anyting wrong leh..blehs~~~ i think i siao le ba..boooo..den gt show dear hw to play audition~ :p den show him de clothes..den i tell him if u miss one set of notes u will very pek chek de~ will "shit!!!" or "arrgh" den clench fist one..at start i think he dont blive :p bt ar~ later he try he reli lidat leh!! lol! den so cute la him~ den we keep laughing~ lol~ reli so happie ^^ and dear de mom cook neh~ de gan jue so nice~ cos his mom seldom cook at sat de :p i love eating home cookings~~ :p

Sun:
Didnt go dear's hse tdy~ bt im reli lke missie him so much la~ bt parents no work ma..ben lai thot will go out with relatives one..who knows dont hv..den i shld hv go over le..bt too late le..i 12+ den realise..zz..dad watch superman early in da morning..was so stupid..superman very stupid one..altho is de strongest la..gt oni one weakness..bullets or wadeva cant hit him one..bt ar..he is also de stupidest la..lol..duno y..zz..den went to tk dad's lappie to repair..cos cant boot up..den go IMM shop shop~ den eat a super nice dim sum at dat kopitiam..Kopitiam leh! bt reli lke so nice lor..eat until hao shuang..den mei nt full den go buy XXL chicken..zz..siao one lor..den go hm afterdat le..so wasted rite a day? zzzz..den go hm hardcore PKing le..den play wtf dota :p funie la~ tdy i godlike~ lol..cos i get SK..wont die de :p lol..den i keep kill and kill..cos i gt stun :p dear gt DP..hahaaa~ ytdy wtf he gt lancer leh..den he kill until -.-""" wa..so super sia..den i get louji hero~~ void!!!! eeeks! void in wtf oni gt ulti gt use oni..lol..i keep ulti hero lor..den dear kill..den i ulti tower..lol..ez push la~ lol..fun la~ was laughing alot..nite time abit quarrel..cos i cant control my temper..bleh~ for dear oni:
Sorrie laogong~ will try hard to control my temper de :p

bt he also nv angry wif me leh..beri gd :p and jimmy ang jus pass me AES stuff..sian bui..zz..nid go do le..go liao bb ^^

Will you ever notice me...

~~Friday, November 17, 2006~~

9:45 AM

hm~ ytdy had a terrible night..involves alot of ppl..zzz..damn sian..and scared too la..it iwll forever remain in my memory one..reach hm at close to 9..pompom liao den go eat..bt den realise i didnt hv any wei kou to eat..sians..den drink lotus soup jiu hao..mom de soup beri gd one ^^ i love her cooking..hurr! after dat on com c the audition can work ma..surprisingly, after 4 days, it finally worked..lol! wa..reli so excited..wana go play..but den we started talking on msn again..dont know y we talk so long also..bt talk until no time play le..bt nvm la..tml morning also can play ^^ finally dont nid use lappie liao ^^ haha~~ i discover my lips gt a very big bite..i dont know when i bite my lips..bt it doesnt hurt..until i brush my teeth dat night..zz..and i discover 3 bruises on my right arm..wa..lke kena abuse lidat..lols..left arm nth..den also no whr pain..

This morning..i pompom..wa! 3 bruises on my right arm..3 bruises on my left arm..wa..reli ar..den my left btm head pain..cos bump it ytdy night..den my leg pain..and my back muscle pain..and my right lower chin pain..diaos leh..one night wakie jiu all pain liao..zz...den audition as i promise myself last night ^^ hahahaa! quite fun actualie..gt quite a few combos of perfect..bt i highest oni get 3rd..cause de rm i was in de ppl very pro..lol..so nvm la..bt wads impt is nt de win..is de process of the dance and overtaking each other..lol..reli so fun..bt will last abit longer cos i seldom play..i told myself to give up PK..bt i cant do it..hais..reli so attached to Strawberries le..zzz....goin voya le..oni ytdy no play..arbo ytdy will lv le..zzz..anyway..im back from brunch ^^ ben lai very hungry one..cos ytdy oni eat one meal..and somemore is share wif ping one lor..nuggets share leh..bt no wei kou eat at night..afternoon also..sian..tdy so hungry...at train jiu ask ping later wan eat wad le..lol..den eat jap food..eat abt half..jiu full liao..no wei kou again..sian..waste money..arbo i save le can go buy guidebk liao..zz..sians arrrrr!!!!! more sian is valkyrie..keep hang..wan play also cant..zzzzzzz!!! i nw have to split my time b/w PK, Audition and Valkyrie leh..heng no hook JX lor..arbo gt one more..and i wish my com is at the living rm..zz..den can watch wzbqw and play at de same time..enjoy sia..lols..im dreaming..only lappie can..so my mei always enjoying..zz..boo lahs..and her blog..dont know make for wad..no blog one sia..diao one..zz..and hebe cut short hair wor! c can go find her pic ma ^^ den show u all ^^ kekekee!

Will you ever notice me...

~~Wednesday, November 15, 2006~~

9:39 AM

im starting off with this pic! hahaha! i this morning PKPK ma..so i ss my dmg and post up here~ lol~ for those who got PK de --> i lv 38 explorer. can get 907 dmg beri high liao hor! lols..bt im nt sure whether tis is reli my dmg la..cause mayb dat crab got magic resistance..zzz..if got den my dmg shld be higher than this liaos..nx time i hit on other mob c how :p dear ytdy night lv 60 liao..so tdy think can come help wo lv le~ my aim is to lv straight to voyager..lv40..but dont know can ma first..there de crab very limited..need to find de place..precious time will be lost..omgg...sians..somemore i now oni 38% leh..by right i shld have reach 40+% liao..bt i be hao ren leh..gt ppl ask wo for pty..den i reject twice..den de Ami herbalist say please please..pty with us can? wa..den i xin ruan liao..den i say okok~ den join lor..wa piang..de exp i got...zzz...878 nia lor!!!! i from 1797 exp drop until 878!! waaa! reli heartpain..zzz..somemore i dont nid herba lor..i can hit and run lor..zzz..i've been scolding myself for being stupid..zz..den somemore..de Swordsman de lv oni 21..den come hit lv 47 de mob! wa~ he jing ran come hit a mob whose lv is (lv???) de to him..gosu liao..best liao..zz..he shld go hit lv 30 one lor!! diao..den i tell him..he heck care wo..somemore keep exclaiming he got 200+ exp..and say this is alot for a party of 3....i reli =.="" zzzzzzz....he didnt help anything lor..de crab he hit is lke mosquito bite lor hao ma! no dmg one lor..all i hit lor..my coral lor..my effort lor..and yet i need to share my precious exp with them!!! argh! qi si wo..den de herba died..den i happily tk de chance and leave party..i c my exp..i hit abt 10mins le..my exp oni +5%..zzz..den i hit myself..no need 5mins i alr +5% liao hao ma...qi si wo! zhao zhi dao bu yao xin ruan..hmph! i've been against party one lor!!! eeeks! mus jian chi dao di liaos! i wan say!! im not like normal explorer!! i dont need party!!!!! dong bu dong? somemore dat SM is play dota one lor..his nick gt (killingspree)..diaos! no common sense..zz...den dat herba oni lv 18..i can think abt the exp liao..shld be reli sad de..zz..

Ytdy my supervisor told me that week6 presentation i got very low marks..wa..reli sian..den very not gd mood..think le angry and sad..week 6 presentation suay suay is ask all abt what is this pjt abt? den abt navi and stuffs..cause we got no powerpoint..all this is her line of work..so she can talk..i wan talk bt she didnt gave me a chance..keep talking..and her voice so loud also lor..louder den mine..so sadded..den very angry...codes all i do..navi i got do also..bt marks she get..navi i do finish liao..i pass her..she change..den ok..cause she do nicer..so let her change..and she change she nv ask wo lor..change finish liao den tell wo..zzzz...if ask abt codes..she sure stun until nth to say..cause all i do one lor..she did nth lor..books i go borrow one..all i do one..she gt do ma..zzz...den my marks all give her..nice liao..now im gona fight back le..ytdy dear help wo with tips..gave me quite alot..out of box de..meaning out of my pjt scope de..bt can do..i show ping also..she also say if can do gd la..im gona to do all my research le..den keep it to myself..den present dat time all i say..gain back my marks..U! ACCEPT MY CHALLENGE BA!!! zzz..bt i do liao..scarely dont dare present..wa..jiu sian liao..zz..diaos..aiya..dat time den i think..zz..

And i hope dear got de GM seat..altho dat will mean he will be playing at Deck le..mayb i switch over too..and dat will mean he wont be playing with me le..sadded.. =( aaarghs! shall c hw..hmmm...i just realise ytdy dat one of my fren got PK one..lol..c from his nick..say will be transferring to Deck le..giving up bridge..lols..diao..i think dear cant afford to give up ba..lv60 liao..hw to give up sia..mine also lor..altho nt very high..bt still high enough to feel heartpain..diaos..booO! anyway~ i go work le..bb

Will you ever notice me...

~~Sunday, November 12, 2006~~

10:33 PM

yay~ im sure ping is surpised to c me blog on weekends again..hahas! i'm bored..so blog lo~~ going to slp soon le~ very slpy now..cant slp cause jus eaten my dinner..parents just came hm nt long ago..zzz..been gaming whole day..very tired one hao ma..Valkyrie Profile keep hang..sian one leh..cause my PS2 is old de liaoz..boooo! oni can bring to dear's hse to play..actualie, now thinking abt it, me and dear de times together mostly is spend on gaming one.. :p very different from other couples ba..bt we're happie ^^ hurr! owaes go his hse..rest rest awhile..GG le..den game liao~ game tired le den go lie dwn awhile~ den continue game :p arbo is game tired le jiu slp..wa~ so shuang sia..and we go out is nt watch movie all dat de..is go c games..c figurines..c car models..c anime stuffs..lol~ reli so different ya? boo~ i also duno y lidat :p bt most impt is we happie and we like ba :p piggie has been slping whole day le..reli ish whole day wor..reli pig leh..booo! so tdy i've been gaming myself..Valkyrie play until i sooo angry..keep hang...den NFS:Carbon de first boss so difficult..altho car is nice..bt den heard frm dear say, we can only have abt 4 cars..wa..lidat reli sian one leh..zz..at least NFS:MW can alot ma..blehs..den watch Jing Qu Jiang..wa~ S.H.E come out once..Jay not here..Jolin not here..JJ not here..waa..so many never go..boo..den ah Xing go up 3 times..lols..and he sing alone on stage..cause his group is busy doing album stuff.. :p so kelian wor..Hebe so mei mei~ reli mei mei~ weee!! c her i so hapie~ :p

My PK lv up again le!! yays! im lv 37! 3 more levels and im officially a Voyager! hahaa! so excited..been looking for Incantation Chest for Voyager..bt cant find..so wad de..and im going to hit 100k..hehs~ now 90k+ le.. =D rich soon~ gt ppl offer 2M for 600RUM wor..and also gt ppl offer RUM for gold wor..both nt worth lor! 2M need hw long to earn?? boo one lor! zzzzz..so rich~ gei wo la! y spend on RUM? boo...and so hapie wor~ dear gimme all 5 chests :p i thot he gimme one oni wor~ hur! i didnt notice it even..is mei ask me y i gt so many chests :p den i open..gt 2 red dyes, Purple Colorant, Yellow Colorant, 12 Red Date Tea and Fusion Scroll..i sold de dyes for 300 each, Purple C for 75k, Yellow C for 10k..wa..dat Yellow C gt ppl offer me 5K lor..zzz one leh..diaos..heng i die die dont want sell..arbo i lose 5K liao..blehs! muackies and thanks dear dear for the chests! i soo happie :p bt u lose alot of money wor~ one chest can sell for abt 40k+ wor~ hur~~ :p i saw ppl selling Stone of Oath..i wana make a guild leh..dear gt..bt dear nt interested in making guild..booo! bt mafan also la..later gt tis outing dat outing..boo..hen sian de..blehs! somemore duno want what name..blehs! anyway~ so slpy le..go le~ bb..

Will you ever notice me...

~~Friday, November 10, 2006~~

5:19 PM

hihi~ first post of the day..back frm a super long brunch..i oni appear in class for an hr..den i come back at 5pm..lol..so in total i appear oni for 1 and a half hr..lol..tdy was very sad..went to find dear..cause parents say no allow genting..reason is too far..lke real lor..thy drive their jiu nt far..i go jiu far..zz..lame..bt anyway..im so glad nv go la..cause if cfm liao, then bk liao, nid pay money for nothing..cause heard frm ping say deres no break time..straight iap after FYP..bt no hols no gd..very tired one..zz..

Steamboat cancelled by ping..im going anyway..with dear..sorry i scold u..cause im reli angry..ytdy u cancel..den i dont want go u lke no give me any chance to say no "i will be disappointed cos dat time u say until so nice" "i will be sad if i cant eat" "hope can go eat ya" all these..u wan me hw to reject u? i gave up 2 chances of going to sing liao..cause of this stupid steamboat meal dat u want..end up? zz...reli lke so angry lor..bt now ok le..hais..

Tdy go find dear..huggie him cry awhile..den ok le..cause reli disappointed lor..dear huggie me den keep saiyang wo..xie xie dear~ muackies! hees~ den dear cook mee for me~ 2 packets leh..den he eat verrry little lor..den dump all to me..and ar..i CAN FINISH LEH! wa..i tink i reli will grow fat..den after dat eat choco~ den watch "wo ai hei se hui"..very funie..lol..guest is JJ..lol~ funie la..dat ya zi very cute..den after dat very slpy..so i go slp..den dear pom le den dcide dont go sch..cause i v tired..so he lemme slp..den 3+ den wakie me pei wo go sch..

Will you ever notice me...

~~Thursday, November 09, 2006~~

2:00 PM

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yoz! at ping's place~ jus now play element td..1st rd i lost..cause duno hw to play..i wan to play the ulti tower..6 elements one..hees! bt failed first time..den 2nd time i realise..de guan jian lies at the firelord..for my style la :p 2nd game..i won~ with 6 lifes left..lol..but stillwin hao ma..altho i leak 44 lifes..lol...bt shuang la..den dat xavier ar..talk to me at msn..first ting jiu say "ok..laogong will protect u de"..wa...reli ar..lame sia him..boo lah..he's referring to my nick..lols..lame..den i build 4 ulti tower..so zai..den i msn tell dear leh..den ar..he boo de lor! he say chey!!! he say CHEY leh!! wa..he say no big deal!! waaA! reli so sadded..i feel i so li hai le sia..boo! no praise wo..bleh..anyway..ben lai later dota wif jm and ping de..duno can ma first..eeeks..c hw la..duno her cher stay hw long..i look lke im tis class de student liao sia..

JX II cant play hao ma! make me so disappointed..zzzzzzzz...sian..dats y i go dl ele td and burbenog td de map..dear no sch tdy wor~ den he wakie jiu tell wo later go his hse eat..his mom cook i lke de fish~ ku neng fish~ wa~ so happie :p weee! hur! he say he mom wana understand wo~ so cook i lke de tings :p weee! hur! muacks muacks dear! :p wa~ so happie..my mom cheat my feelings..nv tell me wad my dad say..or mayb she 4gt to ask..eeeks! boo leh..louji...anyway..bbyes~

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9:54 AM

YOs! today ish thurs! muahaha! one more day to weekends! lols..seriously i duno y i come to sch lor..my pjt finish le hao ma..and im so very glad dat after 2 weeks i jiu no nid come sch le!! muahaha~ and get dat jimmy ang guy outta my life =D so happie~~~ and yay! my mom allows me to go genting leh!! muahahaha!! bt den ar..final decision lies wif daddy.. =( if he no, end up also cant go..boo! mom will be asking him later when he wakie..ytdy night i think she 4gt to ask..yes!! if can go dear most prob will go too!! muahahaha! bt gt sad news hao ma..my mom lke wana bring my family tag along lor...lke wad de!!! i going out with my frens and dear hao ma!! wad tag along!!! wa piang..so angry sia..if she reli wan tag alone i sure sian half one..finally can go hols w/o parents..end up also lidat..zzz..sians la! if my family reli tagging along i duno hw will i do..zz..

Pingping wana eat steamboat tml leh..bt i now wana eat de feeling gone le..steamboat mus gt feeling den eat den nice ma..bt anyways..i c later i gt feeling wan eat ma =D i wana go Kbox tdy lor~~ bt dear cant go sch late..mus reach earlier..so he cant pei wo go.. =( so sadded..reli suddenly feel lke singing lor~~ eeeks! nvm..hmph! i gt bring my cable tdy! hope sch reli can JX bah..hehs~ if cant cfm disappointed de..Finished dear de blog ytdy..finally solve de prob of y i cant post liao..he lke quite satisfied wif it :p hmms..ytdy JX we joined his sch frens in party..den we sit dere leech exp..quite gd la actuali..bt starting to lv slow le..quite sian actualie..cos quite laggy..bt nvm la..lidat i can multi task..i on PK and JX lo..i left my JX char sit dere leech, den i go PK play..wana get the duckling cap from stinging beak leh..bt lke so rare sia..zzz..nvm~ will zai jie zai li..den was talking abt job..i dont want dear work..cos his reli overwork le..bt den he say he wana earn money for our future, to buy things for me, to buy he like de tings, and bring me out..reli sweet lah..bt i scared he cant take it..he say if can he will work, if cant he dont work..bt im reli worried abt his health..somemore pub leh..de 2nd hand smoke sure kills de lor..he say can filter..ya la..can filter..bt den u can filter 10 cig smoke? cnt one lor..if can, noone will die frm lung cancer liao hao ma..i eman 'cept for smokers la..haiyo..duno la..very stress thinking it =( as long as he take care jiu hao..den cant pei me game ever again le..boo..nx time i nid to PK and JX myself le..w/o him, i wont JX de..i will chiong my PK..hope nth happens to him bahs

Tis morning chiong PK again..back to chionging le..boo! ben lai this morning wana play NFS de..bt de urge to PK is stronger..lol..so PK lor..almost half exp bar le..i guess now is 40+% bah~ stingingbeak gave me 975exp leh..quite high..and most imptly they gt de duckie cap!! i want it! bt ar..this morning i super angry..gt one person dere also lor..den aiming stinging beak also lor..wa..reli ar..dere de stinging beak oni gt 4!!!! FOUR leh!! he still snatch wif me =( bt he wan snatch he gt to do his effort =X so i noe de spawing rate le..cos i was dere ytdy..so i can kill abt 3 stingingbeak whereas he oni got 1..lols..bt heng la..he was dere for abt 10mins only..after dat he go le..its myself oni~ muahaha~ happie training..lol~ hahaha! wooo! now gt feeling wana steamboat le~ big appetite lor this week..everyday eat full $10 u noe!! lke im so fat!!! eeeks! i cant ren eating de urge..so no choice..lol..wan eat oni mus keep buy..haha~

Today beebee hen hao lor..he 2:30pm sch lor! happie slping =( wo nt happie~ early morning cant wakie hao ma..mom 7:20 den come ask me y i nv wakie..diao..xia si wo...hai wo rush here and dere..end up ping more late..she 8:30+ den wakie..diao..so i go sch myself..zz..so hungry now..dats y gt de eat steamboat de feeling ba..lol..rites~ going off~ bbyes!

Will you ever notice me...

~~Wednesday, November 08, 2006~~

4:17 PM

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Back frm a super long brunch from 10-4..hahahas! been camping over @ ping's place..chat, dota, blog, and watch movie trailers..lol..wah..we watch the grudge 2 de trailers..so kong bu sia..zzz..happy feet de cant watch leh..sadded~ den Sinking of Japan no nice..heng i nv go watch :p lols! the Final Call or duno wad call de show looks nice also..lke death note..oni is nt kill by name in note bk..is kill by forwarding SMS..wah..reli lke so nice sia.. =X bt anyways..say oni la..hahahaas!!! lotsa money probs now~ so i nw all is say say and tink tink nia :p booos! changing my blogskin again..haha~~ altho i like tis one lots..but hmmx..jus gt a wana change de feeling :p hehs~ FYP will be over in abt hmm 2 weeks? after dat will be a week's hols..and ping de fren gt lobang go hols leh..me and dear mayb will be joining em~ hao excited..lols..$168 package to Genting and camaeron..we were supposed to share the rm..3 guys one rm, 3 girls one rm lor..lol..wa..reli can go play..first time go hols wif frens and dear..reli so excited..muahahahas! siao liao..lol..reli hope can go..*pray hard* will be asking my mom abt it =( scared she one "NO" i jiu sadded liao..boo..hope nt ba..ping went off early le..so sadded..she meeting ppl..eeks! heng dear gt come fetch wo..bu ran jiu bored le.. :p anyways~ im nw search for blogskin~ will change once i found one i like~ cyas!

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9:35 AM

Its wed! hahas! 2 more days to a new week and weekends le! looking forward to it =) hope i get to lv up in PK by monday~ =) tis morning bgt a lobster cap and a duckie suit..cos me 52k in total..bt nvm..im rich..hahahs! bt now im not..30k nia..lols..bt PK money ez earn lahs..no prob!! lols..ytdy dear come fetch me..hmms~ were talking abt pub de job lah..i say if gt xtra space i wana work..bt he say one sweet sentence dat reli wipe out the thot frm my brain le..hahas! "I dont want my belonging to be touched or bullied by others" lol..tis reli wipe out the idea le..anyways..he can go work..provided he is feeling reli well..ytdy he fainted for awhile again..sians..heng its at home..and gt his family members ard..hais..reli so worried..i pei him go cut hair..wa..reli so different sia..lol..c le wana laugh..bt mei li mao~ so nv laugh..hahahss!! nt funie la..oni so different..c liao bu xi guan :p lol..den we eat cai fan!! bt hor! i put my purse at my lap..den i stand up and go i 4gt all abt it lor..den i left it there..sian one..scare si wo..i reach hm liao den my mei talk abt my piggy bank den i ask her find my purse put money in den realise its missing!! omggg!! den faster rush dwn find..heng mom dont know..my mei told her she wan buy sweets so we go dwn..the cai fan de "kor kor" help wo take..very gd..wa..reli ar..i tink i everyday buy cai fan frm him liao...lols..actualie is dear ask me go dwn de..he rush me..i panick at home lor..eeeks..den he say wo careless =( sadded..

Den JX2 again..i lv up until lv 31 liao..reli so ez lor..much much much easier den PK..PK u pass lv 25 very difficult liao..tis one i hit awhile jiu got le..hahas! den buy a hairpin..hehs~ cheap cheap..i super rich lor i tell u!! i got 1 gold in my invent!!! wahahaha! 1 gold cost 100silvers leh..100silvers cost 100 bronze leh hao ma!! den item oni sell for few bronze at a time lor!! so im very very very happie dat i gt 1 gold!! happie until i wana drag my mei up frm her slp and tell her..lol~ bt i didnt la..arbo she kill me..she everytime sit bside me see me play one..den keep comment tis and dat..zzz..KPO lah her..lols..booo!

Im feeling so hungry rite now..i alr copy paste the JX2 in my mp4 liao..bt i 4gt to bring cable!! so cant transfer to ping dere de com..so sadded..eeeks! nvm..tml..been feeling hungry lor..keep wan eat lor..boo! now going to make bloggie for dear le..cyas!

Will you ever notice me...

~~Tuesday, November 07, 2006~~

1:56 PM

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reposting again..at ping's place now..hmms..just receive a call~ say he will come fetch me =) so gd wor..he said last time i nite class he gt stay on until same time and come fetch wo..gt la..bt reli so little times..max is abt 5? i dont even noe gt reach 5 ma? and u say i yuan wang ni..its true lo..i've been sticking wif my frens..u ask em? ping? u can ask one lor..wad i yuan wang u..no lo...now trying to dl JX II at ping's dere..bt net very slow..sians..cos i figure, if i dl at my dere, i also cant play..yucks..booo! anyway..hmm jus nw play dota..wa..1st game wif ping..she sniper as owaes..duno y she keep learn shatter shot la..cause she cant use it well..oni waste mana..bt she lke can liao la..anyway, i -random and i got keeper of the light.. =D gd la..push super fast..dat game oni 30 mins? + or - abit laa..bt still fast la..hahas..easy lo..2nd game play wif jm n ping...rdm witch doc..life super low..zz..and keep kana kio..anyway..sian la..here's a pic of the original 7360:

amber colour..the one i wan is in pinkie..bt cant find..now trying hard to find..

i noe its old fone..bt nokia release the same model bt wif pinkie..so is it consider new? lol..OH YES! i finally found it..nw uploading it =D its super big sia..hope wont nid to scroll left and right..acks!

nice rite? wa~ so love it lots sia~ hope i got it~ hahahaa!!!! looking forward to sch ends..cause he's coming to fetch me =) hope wont end it bad eh? *pray hard hard* lols..

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9:37 AM

Ytdy didnt blog..cause wasnt in da mood..and wasnt happie and wasnt wadeva~ booo lahs! anyways! its oni ytdy afternoon..ytdy nite was reli one of my happiest time? hahaha~ hope it will last? (which i dont tink it will)..bt anyway..im alr contented.. =D

Ytdy afternoon he fainted..make me so worried..bt..hais..dont say liao..wont be nice..and he's alr apologise..he apologise thru fone..i will xin ruan..bt he apologise personally, i cfm dont nid care anyting all 4giv him liao..anyways..ytdy afternoon talk alot..cried alot too..until my whole jacket sleeve wet? diaos..and ling abit yu ytdy..anyway..after talking..we were much better..and my mood improved.

I met him at UT mrt to eat mac..he pei me eat..bt he ordered a pack of large fries cause he knows i dont like eating myself..and he knows im soo hungry..bt i wan tell u nw ar..im soo hungry doesnt mean i can eat a mac spicy, a medium fries and a medium milo, + a large fries! wo nt so piggie hao ma..bt anyway..we manage to finish it..wif curry, mayo and chilli sauce..lol..

We ladder dat nite..its seems so alien and so familiar to me somehw..deep down, my mind alr registered the keys le..the actions and wadeva else..alien cause i gt at least half a yr nv play le? or at least 3 months? i nid warm up..i perform real bad in first game vs lv 6 de opponent..reli real bad..i 4gt all the keys..all the actions..and wont keep building hunts..oni suddenly rmb den one shot all build..too late le bah dat time..reli lose until so jia lat? nv tink of bringing my wisps too...sians..2nd game..vs lv 35 de opponent, we won.. =D cause i've warm up? or isit cause my partner is pro?(ppl top 4 in sg neh), or isit its our best tag race? arrr~ duno~ as long as we won..and i didnt 4get to build hunts? er..well i did..some part of the game..anyway..i rmb most la..vs ud and ne..dat ne reli so louji sia..lousier den me? boo! i so lan liao he more lan..diao..reli cmi liao..bt den we go ud base fight..reli xia si wo..ud base cnt fight one leh..so dangerous and scary..bt anyway..i go find ne..control wise no gd..i start wif dryads..and occasionally hit dh when he comes near..to drive him back, den start dryads again..cos dryads hit reli pain..dat dh learn immolation..funie sia..duno y he learn dat..anyway..i burn burn burn i dont tink he will hv enough mana lor..den his dh die..yay! all units die..yay! left one potm running ard in red life..lol..somemore my dh meta liao..so i go chase dat dk..dat dk die cause his own BO reli so bad..he trap himself in sia..he stuck b/w zig and goldmine i tink..cant rmb..lol..even if he no trap, he cldnt outrun me also la..i gt boots..and im range..anyway~ we won =D and dats smth dat can be celebrated..lol!

After dat we went to JX2..woo~! BIG party dat nite..reli BIGGG! alot of emei..lol..all zither..den sit dwn all aoe..strong until im so no use in dere..so i be pickpocket =p kope all items..hahaha!! den he say wo pickpocket also..boo!! den i go someplace wif lesser ppl..cos at least dere i can fight..so i keep going off..owaes pickpocket also will bu hao yi si ma.. :p den he reli so sweet..reli..its lke the how many times he is lidat? one hand can count i presume..arbo is 2 hands la..within 10 fingers.."what is my love doing?" "where is my little gal?" wa..reli ar..i play dat time i so happie..bt im careful to guard..cause it wont last de..so dont want drop head first in it..acks! savour the moment and rmb it will do =D hehss! how i wish time will stop dere? wa..reli ar..feel so sad dat the moment had passed..anyway..i lv alot dat nite..abt 5 lvs? thanks to the HUGE party..lol..exp kept coming..one more lv(half an exp bar more oni leh) den jiu can lv le..bt ytdy no time.. =( so sad..anyway..tonite =D lv 28 can wear the shirt i kope from other ppl's mob drop =D hahahas! so bad rite? bt i poor ma...money nan earn leh..so cant blame me! :p and dont say tis is excuse cause mei li mao! hahhaa! anyway..hope tonite will be as gd as best as perfect as ytdy nite? he reli is soo sweet..hahA! i cnt say i wish everyday will be lidat..so lke everyone knows~ sweetness dont last long de :p bt mayb gd things does? very rare ar? c gt miracle ma..lol..my results produce miracle liao..one more miracle wana come to me? hehs! he lv so high sia..abt 2-3 levels higher den me..eeks..bt i dont wana play w/o him..so i didnt play..he nt ard i play pk one..

My PK lv up le!!! lv 35!!! muahahahaha! hao shuang lor hao bu hao! so diff to lv one leh!!! eeeks! lv 40 duckie costume le!! wahahaha!! and lv 40 im officially a voyager! =D and go buy chest liao..hahahas! so excited..as if nw im lv 39 lidat...eeeks! if im lv 39 i sure very excited one..lol..anyways..so hungry now.. =( and PK i dont lke party wif other ppl..mud monster i hit 907 exp leh..other ppl together i oni gt abt 200+ exp..so little..i lv myself faster ar! somemore gt 4 corals..scared wad! hahaha! hao zhuai..booo! mus control liao..too gd mood tdy :p

Saw a hp Nokia 7360..altho old one! wa! i lke it..will buy dat =) i dont go for new hp de..i go for hp i lke =D and tis is the first time i request to buy hp liao..hahaha~ hope can bahs =X gt pinkie leh..dat pinkie reli so nice? if can i upload later..i laz now.. =X tdy 4gt to bring my mp4..reli so sadded..eeeks! Ytdy dota i gt twin head dragon..so shuang..lol! cos rmb he say its strong..oni alot of ppl duno hw to use..reli nt bad la..bt ulti reli lke nth one...zz..i dont lke "over time" eeffect..i lke "immediate" dmg..booo! so hungry!! eeeks! mood gd will eat alot de..bahs..im reli getting so fat le.. =( he say i keep eat..say i pig..say i big eater..bleh! from start say till now leh..waa! reli ar..i wan jian fei!! bt i cant control ma..eeeks! im fat at waist! and tummy!! @_@!! booo! anyway! im going break now!! cyas!

Will you ever notice me...

~~Friday, November 03, 2006~~

4:20 PM

Shld have expect it..Not he ask his frens teach, jiu shi his frens offer to help..and he cfm say yes one..nv even ask me..nv even inform me..only when i call him..den he tell me..even if i sms him..he nv reply me..yet he still talk as he no wrong in dont replying me..bahs..i start this game cos of him..cos he like it alot..den i feel his happiness too..i end this game..is cos of him..cos he make me detest this game..feel im left out..he everytime starts his things fast..and MUS BE faster den me..in PK..he seek help from a pro voyager or sealmaster..i 4gt which..and so he train his char to be strong..lidat..what difference from other ppl playing dota? mokey see monkey do..ppl teach wad, they learn wad..u gt right to say them ma? i play my own style..hybrid..u also say me wrong..y cant u just say "nvm~ altho u wont be strong..but u are very different from others.." he likes to be strong in game..he nt learn fast..oni he owaes seek help from others stronger and earlier then him..so he bcome strong this way..PK..i at start didnt hold any hopes on him..knowing he wont stay long..but cant blame him? everyone gt their interest time de bahs..only mine last longer? hais..reli feel so sad..was full of excitment on this game..reli was so hapie..dat a new game is here..and hubbie so interested..even intro it to ping and mei..bt haha..ren suan bu ru tian suan..as usual..stuffs dont go well..was so tempting to try it tdy...bt i didnt..mayb he dont lke starting wif me? cos i learn fast or..? mayb he feel he no wrong..oni i selfish..and he dont hv de freedom to game? will tml be a gd day? hais..shld hv known..reli..i've prepared myself le..prepared for him to start this game le..bt..de sadness jus come so fast..preparation all in vain..haha..nvm..a gd friday just gone le..excitment at going hm to try it with hubbie gone le..wads left..are all my feelings..altho he changed a big ting..to me..i very an wei..ytdy wana say "y u so gd to me wor? i very happie leh"..bt i 4gt..and he just log off msn..he still say im rude..he is foreva de best..in game..u do smth wrong..or u die or wad..i will say "jia you" or some support tings..u didnt did u? i die..u will also scold me..say i chiong..say i owaes solo...when u reli didnt reli understand the situation..i lke party..cos gt team work..i hate party..cos will owaes cos of party ting u scold me one..say wana buy items for me in PK..u got? y other couples..if the guy plays fast, the guy will get gd items, gd costumes, or buy stuff or give gold to gf de..y i dont hv..is nt dat i complain..is just dat..so normal de tings..and someting u say de..u nv do..dont tell me abt wad lv 40 tings..i dont care..lke lv 40 liao u wear jiu permanent lidat..no such things pls..sooner or later..will want sell de..oni u buy gimme de stuff..i can keep in bank..only thing u show some care to ur gf's char..is when u help me lv..i rather..u train ur char..i be my low lv..u show some care..lke "wan lv 35 le hor? i go buy something for u" lidat..cant? in game..u just appear lke normal ppl..lke normal buddy..doesnt appear lke a bf..u realise? i in game still gt muacks..i die, i gt blame u for nt healing me ma? no rite?? but i died, u blame me..

I like gaming with u cause its u..
I hate gaming with u cause its u too..

Like it..cause ur my hubbie..game with u brings me closer..
Hate it..cause ur gaming style is lidat..owaes left me bhind..jus go on ahead..

i party wif other ppl at wed night, one fake death and say "im run over by a train" in silver mine..so funie..was laughing with other party members..herba says smth too..bt i 4gt wad le..i fake and say "i died cause of excessive exposure to lightning(cos of coral)" and they will LOLing all de way..wif u i dont hv tis kind of exp..normally..i say stuffs..u wont reply..arbo..is i say le..den after dat i say "can ma??" den u ask me wad? den i gt to repeat all over..u may say u dere nv c..but y isit urs dat owaes hv de prob..and nt other ppl's? or u are just plain laz to scroll up and c? typing for me while in game isnt ez..bt i did, didnt i? u intro me this game..i first ting tink, wah..later me cfm lag bhind u much much le..bt dont dare say..cos dont wana make u cre8 another char in secret..and play and dont let me noe..got bf..bt cant say to u..hen xinku..so i tell u..i dont want play le..to avoid those feelings.. everything else..i kept quiet and just tell u i dont want play le..altho i reli want to.. u noe? im ya gf...bf waiting for gf to game very difficult? are u going to ditch me in the mall just cos im slow next time? or just 4get abt bringing me out cos im slow? go off le..so cold..and sad..cyas..

Will you ever notice me...

3:42 PM

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im back from a super long brunch..time now is 3:35..lol..10:30 i go break liao..yue lai yue kua zhang le..boo! went to bugis..bring ping go eat dat super nice wanton mee..she say nice =D so gd eh? =D bt den game shop nt open yet..so sadded..boo la..den go korean shop spend abt $6+..buy 1 seaweed, one packet sweets and one prawn crackers..lol..seaweed yum yum..crackers yum yum..sweets no yum..eeeks~!!! its toooo sweet le..we nearly dehydrate..lol..faster go buy watermelon juice..saw a very nice jumper at bugis..$25 leh..so gd hor? wan save money go buy le..den after dat tk train back to sch..lol..ping's arm dere gt meat one..lol..can pinch..lol..i dont hv =( mine is skin..eeeks! boo lahs..den go over her dere dota =D suay de is malaysia guy join in also..heng he nv say wad..only whole game keep "nb cb..cb..ccb..." lidat..very irritatin and annoying..hmms..i -random got vs..lol! very shuang..anyway..after dat, me, ping and jm vs 5 coms..wa..lol..fun lah dat game..ping sniper..den jm wan support me so he play shadowshaman..bt den he nt gd at it..den i rogueknight..lol..den all de way keep laughing la..so funie la..ping also lor..lol! esp when jm kana kill by tinker's missile dere..lol!! bth..fun la..tis type can laugh de den fun..lol! bahs!! control..anyway~ im reading bk now..abt 2hrs more lidat will fang xue le..ben lai will go over hubbie's place eat..bt den my mom gt cook..so sad.. =( i so disappointed..can hear he too.. =( my mom owaes cook at wrong time one..arbo is i need meet hubbie den she cook, arbo is hubbie ask me go his hse den she cook..boo lah..anyway..sorry dear~ next time =D nx monday or wad okays? will inform u earlier =)

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Will you ever notice me...

10:18 AM

yoyo! guess what? TODAY ISH FRIDAY! wahahahaa! 5:30 =DDD im laz to upload pic..so no pic for the time being :p lol..tdy will be going to bugis wif ping..bring her go eat de yun tun mian..and later mayb eat xiao long bao..wan go bugis change game..hope ping wont kana scolded..she now dota-ing..hmms~ mei online..was talking to her..about new game JX2..wa..she lke very interested..im interested in er mei pai and begger sect..cos de costumes so nice..yang jia de okok oni leh..mayb will be playing er mei..cos use instrument one..begger de very cute leh..hahahas! bt hubbie wana play yang jia~ gd~ i can ride his horse..lol..if reli can la..found de official china webbie le..go dere c some stuff..nt alot of info la..bt make do lor..quite cute actuali..got alot of couple stuff..can hold hands, marry..ride together..lol..and jie bai de..bt graphics wise PK is better..i wont give up PK yet..bt hubbie say he will..den very wasted le.. =( wo bu she de my acct..nt very appealling as PK..bt i can try try..mayb will like it~ cos hubbie seems so excited about it :p cute neh..de way he talk to me..lol..bt the monsters super kong bu hao ma..gt ghost..WORMS! snakes!!! wa..reli ar..lke want scared ppl to death lidat..gt one mob is a head floating ard =.= and better dont ask me go fight the worm =.=

Wahs~ was feeling sooooo hungry!!! eeeks!!! faster faster!! booo! wah..reli ar..time pass so slow..nvm..later bugis liao den go ping's place dota jiu fast liao =X hahaha~ hubbie now slping soundly..later disturb him wakie..bt i hope he wont go try first..i haven try..jus wanted to c de in-game graphics..haven do anything yet..very messy de game..

And YAYS! tml watchie movie~ Sinking of Japan..hope will be nice..if nt nice i cfm heartpain..so ex..boo lahs..and pei hubbie go wash teeth~ mus bring stuff go over do while waiting~ ask hubbie put black cat inside psp.. =D yays!! :p lalalalalalaaa~~~

Ping saddie wor..saiyang..bu yao sad le.. =( he no gd..dont tink happiness dont belong to u..is only u haven met ur mr.right..dong bu dong...AND ARRRR!!! SHE WILL BE HAVING A CONCERT IN SINGAPORE!!!! I WANA GO =( SADDED!!!! acks!!! my hebe =( sadded...sobs.... =( so ex sia......*dream bah* eeeks! so sadded..so i go off le~ 10:30 soon le..bbyes

Will you ever notice me...

~~Thursday, November 02, 2006~~

4:57 PM

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yays~ so happie~ later going hubbie's place..tk game from him =D tml go change @ bugis =D and hubbie say sat gt go watch Sinking of Japan le!! yay!! hees! So excited.. =D weee! discover 2 more shows as stated in my post ytdy..but i dont intend to watch :p cos hubbie gd le~ bring me watch quite alot of movies tis yr le..Dead Man's Chest, Death Note, X-Men and Sinking of Japan le..most number of movies watched le :p weee! lol..others no watch is nvm de! =D wa~ reli looking forward to it..boobooo! later mayb having dinner at hubbie's place..if not is ask hubbie pei wo eat~ wee! =D hahahaa~~ tinking abt tonite, my PK lv up~ jiu very happie too =D

Anyways, just back from ping's place..went to dota..3 complete rds~! haha!~ 3rd rd we play -dmar..eeeks~! lose..cos they alot of heroes duno hw to play..i also first time use chen la..but to me is quite ez to grasp ma..dont understand..hmmx..bt nvm la =D hm~ den other 2 games i rdm..got luna and i 4gt who le..lol..bt anyway..jiu shi zhe yang =X oh..i -random le den i -repick..and use razor.. =D anyway..ez game.. =D booO! sian la dota..bt no choice..nth to do..eekss! =X anyway..boo! i go off le~ bbyes =D

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Will you ever notice me...

9:28 AM

morning =) its another new day~ ytdy was a very happy day for me~ hees! hubbie was being his usual self le~ call me for chat~ and altho he ytdy go hm late, he still rmb to sms me :p muacks hubbie~ ytdy i go PKO webbie i saw Ami set..yue kan yue mei leh!!! Phyllis one also sooo nice! bt abit too sexy..eeeks! 299rum leh = $25 lidat..wa..if i buy, i cfm heartpain one..eeeks! but i no buy, i cfm heartpain too..booo! so cute~ anything related to Ami sure cute..lol! siao liao..back to PK madness le..dota hen sian le..cos de stupid wagon..make me dont feel lke playing liao..ytdy night frm 0% de exp train straight to abt 40+% in abt 1-2hrs lidat..this morning continue on..think abt 60+ or 70+% le bah =D but its such a waste of coral..shoot one time, heartpain one time..eeks! bt nvm! can lv up gd le =D weee! i find party ytdy~ made frens wif a sg girl call xpandababyx..lol..she so cute..Ami herba lv 25..goaty cap..lol..cute la..bt her heal very slow..eeeks! she very dangerous sia..hit abit wana die liao lidat..so i keep helping her to kill de creep fast..arbo she die =.= bt my 4 corals all use finish liao, den i go charge..den end up..2 party member die..lol..the herba and one crusader..cos thy say me not there to help them kill fast..they reli cmi leh..lv 34 is highest(me), herba oni lv 25..others lv 30+ also..wa..bt their dmg lke mosquito bites =.= no wonder cant kill fast enough..eeks =.= i hit down less then half liao hao ma..bt den i dc..den i lost contact wif em le..

This morning i go solo in dere..wa..shuang..thanks to my def +20 boots, i can solo le..arbo one hit almost half liao..eeks! tonight continue again =) sure lv up =D my weapon special hao ma..purple colour one lor..normal is blue lor..hehs~ i buy chest..so ex one..zz..ytdy hubbie 11:30 lidat den reach hm..he sure tired..help his fren rush work..somemore tdy nidda rush down again..he nv ask me wakie him..bt im sure hes slping now..duno he 4get to ask me wakie him or wad leh..later mayb try call..

Wa! so angry..jus gt a info from my partner..she say tues after sch she go find jimmy ang sign her MC..den she shun bian ask jimmy what shld we do now..jimmy ang actuali says duno what we shld do now wor!!! what de!!!! eeeks! den he ask us read on API..wa piang..from week 1 ask us read until now..read 9 weeks liao..still read!!! omggg!! siao liao..was telling layxuan, fail liao this fyp..zz..reli hate him...HATE HIM!!!! if im VS, i sure stun si him! boo! den kill him!!! den wait for him at fountain!! he come i kill!! or if i Strawberries, i sure dian si him! boo! rang ta yong bu fan sheng! boo! die bahs!!!!! mayb i can consider, if i got a death note, i first name shld write his name first..rather den mine =.= but den lidat i will met him in de afterworld leh..eeeks! scarely i go heaven he go hell..hahaha!!! booo la~ lame..off topic..

So thirsty..tdy meet ping le nv talk anything..i noe she bad mood..can c she cry whole night le..eyes swollen..kelian~ saiyang ni =) dont cry too much wor~ take care of urself..u must eat something also..dont mind u keep quiet =) so no nid say sorry to wo =D hope everyday goes smoothly for u kays? if i gt a fairy wand, i sure give it to u to use =D me nvm~ wo yu guo tian qing =D hope u will too~

long time n upload pic le =D here comes:

3rd captain Gin~

13th captain

13th captain and hitsugaya

Theres some problem...cant post all..nvm =D few by few~ Just back frm brunch..dota halfway den rush back..winning le..difficult game..i using Centaur..cos i random..nt very gd wif it..at least nv die alot of times..abt 3 times lidat..ping sniper, jm doom..we losing at start..den bhind we gain back le..vs nerubian weaver, spiritbreaker, destroyer, slayer, bane..we late game hero..so bhind bhind we gain back le..bt too back..cant finish game..eeks..going over again later..rush back cos supervisor here..eeeks! show him le..he ask us find pan code, which obviously, we were. After dat, den we realise he didnt actualie come down to find us..he came to meet other colleagues..shun bian come c c nia..angry =.= zzz...ask him go bang wall pls..sian..my cw gt heart, powerthread, bracer, dagger, battlefury and duno wad le leh..eeks! bahs..nvm..play wif them fun..cos reli very dangerous..almost losing lidat..bt still manage to win..hahaha!!! rites~ go off le~ bb~

PS: i 4gt 13th captain de name liao..lol..so sorry to all bleach fans =X

Will you ever notice me...

~~Wednesday, November 01, 2006~~

3:43 PM

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yays!! was so happy =D hubbie say he planning to bring me to go watch Sinking of Japan..just now go amk i saw 2 movies, Eragon and Night in the Museum..wahs! lke quite nice! de museum is dinosaurs de leh..eekks! Eragon gt dragon one leh..shuang lor..and hubbie call wo chat.. :p hubbie just call me again :p he say this weekends bring me go watch leh~~ wee :p but his stuff he owaes last min tell wo de..know le wont immediately tell de..eeks..he helping his fren at SP now.. =D den his fren say will make food for him eat..want eat his fren de food hen ex one..first must go live in duno-what-name de hotel, den pay $100+ for the set meal..eeeks..we eat for free this time =D yay! but duno when eat..or mayb nv eat ba :p shall c hw =D

Just now go find Xin Hui de album..nt yet out bah..den i print Xenosaga III and Valkyrie de walkthrough.. =D yays! but hao hao hao ex =X booo! Eat ban mian..so full sia..but when the food came, abit eat bu xia..hungry dao full le bah i think..eeeks! chou supervisor! Now me blogging at ping's place..lol..cause dota halfway her supervisor suddenly come in..lol~ bth..so now i blog...eeksss! hope hubbie go hm early tdy =) rites..bbyes =D

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Will you ever notice me...

9:29 AM

This, will be a long long post. On BGR.(take the trees to be guys, the worms to be the bad points).

Ytdy at train going to sch, me and ping were talking about xiao shuo guys. Actualie nt oni xiao shuo la, actuali ou xiang ju de also gd. We were saying that there arent any perfect trees in this world le. Mayb one or 2 left. But its confirm out of our reach. Trees may appear well and healthy outside, but inside may have ALOT of worms. You wont know. Until u get very close to it, and see the leaves. Trees are polluted by air around it. But some worms will grow to be a very beautiful butterfly. But these are very rare. Worms starts eating the tree from inside out, making the tree into a very bad one. So, the trees in this world, this century, aint well.
But in xiao shuo or ou xiang ju, the trees are wow! Near perfect. Easy saying, the guys in there dont mind their pride. Their wadeva stuff. And are willing to give in to reli almost everything. Jus cause of 4 words. "Because i Love u." Love can do wonders in show and books. But its wonders in regard to bad feelings in reality.

Was talking about going for overseas trip with ping on the way home ytdy. We were thinking of going Hong Kong. Altho i went before and theres nothing nice there. But since ping nv go before, i dont mind going. Somemore there's Disneyland le. Looking forward to it. But dont know whether I'm allowed to go. Forgt to ask ytdy. At least go there, will forget about life's problems and stress for a while. I was saying, maybe find some time, we can go on 3 days 2 nights cruise. Or even book and go genting. =) As long as anywhere will be fun. Going with dear and going with friends is a different exprience altogether. I blieve, if me and ping go, confirm will lost our way. haha! But we wont think much and reli enjoy ourselves. Wont plan go where next or what. Jus do as what we want. But dear tends to think alot. Plan properly le. This isnt holiday le. Cause even on holiday you are still using your brains to think. I go the place, dear wont be interested. He go de place, i confirm will follow him go. Jus cause he likes it =) eeeks. Shall see how. Reli excited. But i got a very strong feeling that it wont happen.

Was reading ping's blog. She has some interesting stuff. I wana do too. =)

When we just stead.
-You hold my hands everytime we go out.
-You are very sweet and caring to me.
-You came to fetch me everyday from sch even though you are tired.
-You will wait for me patiently in game or at msn.
-You wait for me long hours, you feel its normal.
-We didnt quarrel.
-You give in to me alot alot alot.
-You came to fetch me at MRT station when i'm going over your house.
-You send me home.

When you went to NAFA
-Your temper starts showing.
-Your impatience starts showing.
-You care and sweet decreases.
-We meet by Me going to your house almost everyday.
-I learn going to your house alone.
-I learn going home alone.
-You never give in as much.
-Quarrels starts increasing.
-Time is spent b/w Game, Sch, Projects and me.
-You have more and more of your guy's thinking.
-More pride.
-Looking high upon yourself.
-Looking down on others.
-Expects me making the first move.
-Seldom went out.
-Periodically about 3 movies a year.
-Too da nan ren idea.

Till now
-Bu xi xin.
-Quarrels almost everyday quarrel once?
-No patience.
-Looking more down on others. And other humans.
-Your character changes drastically.
-Where is "i love you"?
-Almost every time i made the call.
-We only meet by me going to your house.
-You no concession you wont even come out for me.(tk note: for me. for other stuff, he can)
-Spend money more power.
-Msn come in wont talk to me. Must be i talk to u.
-Sometimes, whole day, one sms also dont hv.
-Sometimes, whole day, one call also dont hv.

Very tired. Will stop here le. Going amk later with ping. Xin Hui album release today. Looking forward to it. Same old sentence from me.

"If i have a fairy wand, i will bless all couples in this world with a happy ever after story ending."

I'm gradually used to nothing to say at msn or sms or call wif u le. My life u nt interested. Yet u dont wana say about urs. I'm used to it. So tired. Having to cope with all these. What i want, is just a simple love and sweet story. Isit very difficult? I think...I asked too much...

Fairytales doesnt exists. Nor do me.

Will you ever notice me...