17/11 * We first knew each other
17/01 * We first met
17/02 * We begin our Story :: Our Special Story

*Since 17/02/04 :: To Be Continued ::*

We Have Our Dreams and We Strive to Achieve*
He Promise Me A Good Life and He Did It*
I Bring Him Sound and Laughter*

I ask him:*
Why u love me?*
I'm Ugly*
I'm Stupid*
I'm Noiz*
I'm Troublesome*


He said:*
Yep.*
You're Ugly*
You're Stupid*
You're Noiz*
You're Troublesome*
But*

*I Just Love You*

PROFILEY

*: Ivy :*
*: 27/06/87 :*
*: Currently working as a Secretary :*

loves -
*_Bee_*
*_Titbits_*
*_Singing_*
*_Glass Bottles_*
*_Pillows_*
*_Hebe_*
*-Pink Orange Brown White_*
*_Gaming_*

hates -
*..Worms..*
*..Lightning..*

DESIRESY
*-Adidas jacket[s]-*
*-[MY] Room-*
*-Go Japan-*
*-Travel with [U]-*
*-DSi-*
*-[OUR] home-*
*-To go to M&M Chocolate Factory-*
*-Games-*

LEAVE ME A TAGY

EXITSY

*QiuPing* *Diana* *Chloe* *MeiLing* *Hebe* *MeiMei*

ARCHIVES;

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CREDITS;

Designer
Photobucket.
Blogger.
Blogskins.
Picture 1
Picture 2
Splatter Brushes
Lyrics of the song "Notice Me" by Zetta Bytes

Tuesday, October 31, 2006
2:21 PM

just feel so much lke crying now..right now..in class..infront of my screen..thanks ping..for reli joking and crapping with me..later will go spend all my money =) will shu fu de..haha..ping say she is a witch..gd rite? mayb i shld borrow her broom and fly off..and jus dont come back le..haha...bt these few days..no one reli knows hw im feeling inside..only me =) angry, sad, sour, tears, my shouts and screams..all cope up inside..im losing my smile gradually le..im reli so tired..so much dat i feel lke disappearing..jus go off on a holiday and dont come back..so this time..for once..im looking forward to going genting..say me coward ba..at least im able to run and get away from singapore..from my house..from everything else..im promising myself..once there, i will enjoy myself..give myself go this time rd..no more holding back..happiest time of the day is at sch..where ping will chat and joke and make me laugh..haha..thanks ger =) muacks! receiving his sms..reli..i nth to say..theres a lump in my throat..reli feel so bad..so pain..so sad..game even lost its fun and meaning le..i dont even noe y i lived..everyday..im just lke a puppet..going to sch..cos parents want me go..go hm..game lke deres nt a tml..now tink of game also sian..after dat slp..and continue..ppl say..bottle up feelings will fall sick..y didnt i? i wish theres rain now..i wana go out in de rain...badly..i cant tk it soon le..pass one day is one day ba.. =) will ren my tears no matter wad =) thanks ger for being there for me =) and thanks blog for being here virtually..going over ping's place for dota again later.. =) life..reli sux to the core..used to have lots of dreams abt marrying..abt future wif my hubbie..now tinkin abt it, im scolding myself a fool.. "im not ready to marry u" is reli my heartfelt words..i reli mean it alot..i dont want commitment..cause happiness dont last..sadness keep coming..love dont last..deres no happiness..or xing fu..life will be wonderful w/o love..and just frens..dont blog le..tears is harder and harder to hold back..cya all ard..

Will you ever notice me...