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Strangely...tis morning..hubbie ask me wan restart my char ma..cos my char in a mess..i pump all stats..hmm..as i said alot of times le..cos last time no one i noe play herbalist..and even nw..also no one..hubbie de herbalist is on atks de..so even i strong or nt strong also nt a prob..Yunie is..i prepare her for solo de..i dont wana party wif others..bt when he ask me wana restart ma..i actuali feel lke crying..when i think of my Yunie..i put so much effort in her..dont wana jus leave her..bt cos of stupid me..i spend lots of unneccessary money..by carelessly buying 99 tickets..by sinking ship..by spending 30k on a cap? is it ex? i duno..and i dont want to think..i jus feel dat..everyting on Yunie..whether its cap..muffs..costume..shoes..everything is worth it..jus to c her wear new stuff..i feel so proud of her.. =) the only condition i will restart is if hubbie is WILLING to train for me..bt after wad he say tdy jus burst de little bubble in my heart.. "i can read ur heart de" i dont want he read my heart..i want him to help me on his own willingness..isit so difficult? duno y he put so much effort into his..bt mine so difficult..hm..nvm..mayb cos nt his acct ba =) anyway..i told him dont help me le..i play myself after my princess hour..rush back all the exp lost...need to be back to the sick days le..bt no choice..its my char..my effort and everything..im willing to put in for her..i keep rmb vividly de time i ren an hr de sleepiness to get the pearl for him..i did it happily..and willingly..cos its all for hubbie~ i get for him i happie also =D same as i do it for mei =) hubbie says play games wif me he very stress...bt i wan say de is play games wif him i not very happie also...cos y? he gt his idea of "mus lv faster den me..cos he can protect me" i lke to fight tings which are challenging..he lv faster den me..den everything he use his skill jiu almost dead liao..den me? jus stand dere? or go hit dat last few hits to kill the mob? even i dota..ppl gimme chance to kill last hit..i also dont lke..i dont want ppl make it easy for me..i wan strive by my own effort..den i can proudly says..i do it myself..nt with ppl's help..game is de oni ting i can be proud of..if ppl make it easy for me..wad can i be proud of then? hubbie areadi sa i in life very stupid le..studies i nv do well..singing i cant do it consistently..oni ting..is i can strive in game..dat time hubbie praise me..say im gd in tis kinda game..u noe hw happie i am? tink u duno bah..cos i duno hw to express out..and when u say my dota is gd? i was sooo happie..bt everytime play wif u..u jus get on so fast..and make me feel im useless..again..as owaes..my stats in a mess i dont mind..i dont want pro ppl do wad i do wad too..i wan my own style..will be a difficult road i noe..at least..i noe its what i want..nt pro do wad i do wad too..bt i love playing games wif u u noe..? the happiness is jus cos ur dere...beside me..playing wif me..even if no talk..im happie still..bt the happiness is owaes mixed wif boredom..cos the fights are all no kick..play wif mei..cos she nt very far..owaes same lv wif me..i no play she no play..makes me enjoy playing wif her..cos every fight..little piglets..fight until can we both die one..so gt the kick..gt the excitement..guess u will nv noe de feeling bah..cos for u..u wana be better den me..so u can protect me..the feeling is sweet..but it takes the enjoyment off..y i so hook on to PK at start? cos im stronger den u..or cos we same lv..den fight wad also wan die wan die lidat..bt when u switch to sealmaster..almost one hit KO de spell..makes me very sian..u rmb de flower lv ??? in silvermine? where it tks alot of ur spell to hit? i hit dat i find it very fun..cos diff to hit..u dont lke bnet de dota..cos u say thy too weak..no fun to play..u noe de feeling rite? "no kick" de game..i lke playing at bnet..cos will gt strong dota clans..den once in a rare time, you will meet a team wif gd teamwork..ya noe? even if lose..the teamwork, the excitement is there..so will make me happie also :p i play better den u u also will nt happie ma..same case..aiya..duno wad to say..keep repeating de same tings..zz..nvm~ go off le..super cold..