17/11 * We first knew each other
17/01 * We first met
17/02 * We begin our Story :: Our Special Story

*Since 17/02/04 :: To Be Continued ::*

We Have Our Dreams and We Strive to Achieve*
He Promise Me A Good Life and He Did It*
I Bring Him Sound and Laughter*

I ask him:*
Why u love me?*
I'm Ugly*
I'm Stupid*
I'm Noiz*
I'm Troublesome*


He said:*
Yep.*
You're Ugly*
You're Stupid*
You're Noiz*
You're Troublesome*
But*

*I Just Love You*

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*: 27/06/87 :*
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*_Hebe_*
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*..Lightning..*

DESIRESY
*-Adidas jacket[s]-*
*-[MY] Room-*
*-Go Japan-*
*-Travel with [U]-*
*-DSi-*
*-[OUR] home-*
*-To go to M&M Chocolate Factory-*
*-Games-*

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Tuesday, October 31, 2006
2:21 PM

just feel so much lke crying now..right now..in class..infront of my screen..thanks ping..for reli joking and crapping with me..later will go spend all my money =) will shu fu de..haha..ping say she is a witch..gd rite? mayb i shld borrow her broom and fly off..and jus dont come back le..haha...bt these few days..no one reli knows hw im feeling inside..only me =) angry, sad, sour, tears, my shouts and screams..all cope up inside..im losing my smile gradually le..im reli so tired..so much dat i feel lke disappearing..jus go off on a holiday and dont come back..so this time..for once..im looking forward to going genting..say me coward ba..at least im able to run and get away from singapore..from my house..from everything else..im promising myself..once there, i will enjoy myself..give myself go this time rd..no more holding back..happiest time of the day is at sch..where ping will chat and joke and make me laugh..haha..thanks ger =) muacks! receiving his sms..reli..i nth to say..theres a lump in my throat..reli feel so bad..so pain..so sad..game even lost its fun and meaning le..i dont even noe y i lived..everyday..im just lke a puppet..going to sch..cos parents want me go..go hm..game lke deres nt a tml..now tink of game also sian..after dat slp..and continue..ppl say..bottle up feelings will fall sick..y didnt i? i wish theres rain now..i wana go out in de rain...badly..i cant tk it soon le..pass one day is one day ba.. =) will ren my tears no matter wad =) thanks ger for being there for me =) and thanks blog for being here virtually..going over ping's place for dota again later.. =) life..reli sux to the core..used to have lots of dreams abt marrying..abt future wif my hubbie..now tinkin abt it, im scolding myself a fool.. "im not ready to marry u" is reli my heartfelt words..i reli mean it alot..i dont want commitment..cause happiness dont last..sadness keep coming..love dont last..deres no happiness..or xing fu..life will be wonderful w/o love..and just frens..dont blog le..tears is harder and harder to hold back..cya all ard..

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12:39 PM

*adding on*
lol..just back frm my 2hrs brunch.. =D we went FJ..boo! suay la..tdy ping nv stain her shirt..was hoping she will..bleh! lol..den after dat went to her place for dota..reason: i dont wana let the recess guy have a chance to play. =X but when i reach its too late...hes areadi dere...eeks!!bt hes slping~ so yay..and heard frm jm dat he slp is cos noone pei him play.. =.= erxin hao ma...den i play 3v5..use potm..hmm..didnt kill much..all kio by jm..bt nt angry..cos this time i oni play play..to pass time oni..and reason is to dont let recess play =.= zzz..den after dat i show my 2v5 replay for ping c..wa..reli ar..she also say very surprising that i won..lol..keep die sia..eeks..den my team de veno no how also..bt nice la..bt the real person i wan to show my replay to is nt interested..hahas..nvm lar..end up mt jm marvin they all stand behind us watch also..den i hate dat mt..he keep say y dont want make satanic..he wan make his prob la..wad to do wif me?? zz..act cute..i even lan de reply him =.= sian..den nvm lo... =.= 4gt go lib..later go again..time pass real slow tdy..now is oni 12++ hmm..later mayb going over ping dere again..i stay here i will think alot..hmms..bb =)


OH YA! xiao hua wear gentle knee length white skirt.. =.= and she wear SLIPPERS!! those u wear downstairs de slippers!!!!!! O.o"
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Will you ever notice me...

9:17 AM

WHAT I WANA ACHIEVE BY END OF THIS YEAR
- Zhi Zhu Chang Le!!!
- Keep myself occupy easily!!!
- Learn how to go with the flow!!!
- Let nature takes its course!!!
- Learn girl or guy are all humans!!!

WHAT I HAVE CHANGED OVER THE YEARS
- Used to be optimistic!!!
- Easily adapt to any suitation!!!
- Used to laugh alot!!!
- Never cry!!!
- Able to bear pain!!!
- Used to think life is happie and wonderful!!!
- Used to give in to fate!!! whateva happens, all is fate's doing. So i can smile too.

WHAT MAKES ME CHANGE
- Love makes everyone weaker than they reali are. But we cant do w/o them.

feel so secure and gd knowing that i've deleted it..and dat ping's de only one who read it..and understand how i feel..eeeks! cause if i didnt delete it, another wave will come again..i cant take it =( and ar..i write le..i more shu fu le..write and delete..nx time i can have this habit le =) reli so shu fu say out..dats y i ben lai ytdy night, hubbie go eat dat period, i was very angry and sad..after dat i still can normal normal talk to him in game =) wa..reli works miracle..bt for a short time oni..last abt 2 hrs nia..night time i ren bu zhu ask him again..eeeks! den quarrel till 2+..wa..reli hen sian one lor..this morning..headache..giddiness..wakie le feel lke vomitting..owaes nv slp enough lidat one =.= heng headache and feel lke vomitting is a short term one =.= giddiness lasts though =X bleh..

Ben lai tdy going Kbox wif ping de..bt gt visitor =( so cnt le..sadded..wonder tml can ma..we go sing those shout shout de song..lke FIR de..hahahaa! fan zhen we both de mood nt gd..so can pei
each other =) heard from ping dat tdy is halloween..altho no celebrate in singapore..but just wana say:


=) this is for hubbie:

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Monday, October 30, 2006
8:07 PM

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show ya all a very sweet pic..wad i tink of Xing:

[he love CaiJing alot..from what i feel..only he very thick skinned..duno how to express himself..owaes indirectly hurt CaiJing from his actions..When CaiJing is missing when she saw the pic abt Xing and Xiaolin, he was very worried...can c..and when they went shopping for food in shopping mart, so funie..and Xing was so cute..lke overgrown kid lidat..lol..]

[CaiJing is a ren gong very gd de girl =D and strong willed too ^^ to be able to defend against Xing's words attacks..hahas..anyway..shes a gd girl with kind heart =)]

[Lu..loves CaiJing alot..to me, he love her much more then Xing does..but he came late..hmm..He is there physically to an wei CaiJing when she is sad and hurt..He is there for her when she needs someone..]

But Xing and CaiJing more cute together..lol..siao one both =X

Will you ever notice me...

3:37 PM

*add on*

hmm~ mayb i shld learn frm chloe =.= blog after brunch..acks! arbo i blog twice leh..bt can pass time..so mayb not a bad ting also =X anyway~ just back from brunch..5hrs brunch..lol.. ervytime come back scared kana scold by lab tech one =X so far haven..bt its sooner or later liao..saw frm both chloe and ping de blog lke wei siao pasta very nice sia..zzz..bt my PH haven finish also leh..so sadded.. =X eeeks..nvm..gt chance i will watch one =X bt i hate utube la..lidat means i nid to use my dad's lappie liao.. -.- eeeks..my lotr overdue so long le lor..but return also very stupid..cos overdue one day 20cents leh..den can ONLY be pay by NETS or cashcard leh!!! siao one lor! imagine i pay 20cents NETS =.= sounds so stupid..den receipt come out 20cents..diao..rits..dota =D

I use POTM just now..playing against jm and ping..cos is -sp..den me and a malay guy who noes chinese team =D he quite gd la.. =D nt bad la..bt i bad la..cos dat hero de leap and arrow hen diff to control..and cooldwn lke kinda slow leh..bt expected la..arbo u keep leap and leap..who can catch u..dota make time pass fast..now ard 3+ le..my team win de game la =D all thanks to de malay guy..he QOP ma..quite li hai..he buy deso, scepter, thread, ROH and crystalyst..gd? i duno..bt his control of hero lke no hw leh..hmm..and OMG! tis one mus new para liao..cos reli shocking =X

Jus nw playing wif ping hor! i use POTM..we winning leh..we pushing in liao..i at top push tower..i ask her defend btm..den she go btm defend..nx ting i c, our tree kana atk =.= OMGGG~~ den is red life one =.= den i ji tao want vomit blood le leh!!! wana shout ping!!! wad u doing????? tree so impt de ting also can nv c???? OMMMGG! thinking abt it makes me wana faint =X zzz...den i ask her go back liao..she orh liao still at mid happily fighting..wa piang..reli..i gt nth to say..den a SURE win game lose liao..zzzz...first time..face tis kinda ting..i reli speechless...zzzz...wa...reli ar..blood pressure sure shoot until duno whr liao..bt control control.... =.= zzz..shld hv save dat replay..den post at my blog..most hilarious replay..and most shocking outcome replay award liao..and i tink de creep is dere for VERY long le..cos dat tree was full when i last left it =.= and de creep dere is oni abt 4 ghouls..zzz....worse ting is she orh orh le den still at mid =.= diao =.= can save one hao ma..wa..reli ar.. =.= dont say liao..blood pressure going up again..can feel it..eeeks~! bbye

Will you ever notice me...

9:22 AM

wa..sian..sat i nan de blog..den duno is blogger gt prob or isit me de prob =.= zzz..keep gt error when publishing..sadded..zzz..moral of the story is dont blog at wkends..yea~ dats it =D

Today mei gona return PH to her fren liao =.= haven finish watching..no time =.= nid chiong game, nid pei hubbie, nid watch, nid go sch..very sian one..nvm la =.= zz..chase tv one lor..worse come to worse watch utube..boo!

Hubbie going to outing wif his cousins tml...all girls..he willing to go lo..last time me and ber and lee go out ask he come he say all girls..dun want..eeeks..bias..dont fren him liao..somemore he look so unalike to his cousin..later go out ppl sure think he lke one of em arbo is someone de bf one =.= booo!

dad bought ba gua on sat..this morning eat le =D one tin all gone liao..left another tin nia =X so fast..zzz..bt ba gua ish nice =D yum yum~ later gt visitor hen sian.. =.= cant go break =.= zzz...dota's new hero POTM is very strong eh~ esp in -wtf..sure ownage..finally someone can match furion's bd liao..lol =D nice =D POTM in ladder strong also lo =D gd hero =D can c hubbie very interested..lol..dat time he try he leap all ard de map in -wtf mode..lol..bt i prefer starfall in ladder =D great ulti =D new items gd too..esp mjol..+35 agi and + 35dmg..+chain lightning..wa..win liao..ytdy i play one rd..opponent razor took bkb and mjol lor =.= wa..reli ar..bth..so strong =.= zzz...he farm well lor..at start he buy bracer pump life + ring + regen aura =.= can dont go back one =.= zzz..unfairness rite? eeeks! bian tai!!!!! anyway~ VS lke ALWAYS no change one leh!! so sad!! at least mana capacity ++? eeeks~ so unfair to VS.. T_T boo!

Ytdy pingping unhappie yo..sorrie ar =X didnt hear my phone ring..and u sms me dat time i slping..dui bu qi =( dont sad le =D saiyang..guai guai =) n u very bad =.= i blog on sat u say u c ghost =.= zzz...hubbie make new specs ytdy~ i also wana make le =D told me mom le~ is c when i find my frame oni :p wa..hubbie's specs is $300+ hao ma..so ex -.- my specs 80+ nia lor..eeeks...$300+ can buy one ps2!! booo! ytdy hubbie pei wo do commerce =D very fun wif him ard..bt he very wad de..owaes sail so fast..gd ship owaes say say say..den owaes so fast =.= ask u go sail urself le..u dont want..mei liang xin..den stay wif me keep say wo T_T Sadded one...later going over ping's place for dota..wan try new hero..its a gosu hero if ppl noe hw to use =D i try try~ gd ting its agi hero =D i lke :p wa piang eh..tdy ar..dat xiao hua reli bth =.= she wear de style owaes hen hao siao one =.= zzz..she wear de "omg" de "leopard" boots...acks!!! actuali dat one is normal shoe lai de..lke converse dat time can pull up de..bt she wear until lke boots =.= she wear all white to sch den suddenly one "leopard" colour come out =.= somemore de design c liao can faint =.= zzz..someone give me oxygen tank pls =(

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Sunday, October 29, 2006
7:22 PM

wah..i tell u ar..duno is blogger prob or my internet prob..acutali ytdy de post got alot one leh..got [*addon*Just finished my steamboat meal..lol..cos me and mei c CaiJing eating steamboat wif her frens..den we faster call our mom and ask her make steamboat..lol..so yay! gt steamboat le! wa~ hao shuang~ bt oni gt 6 ingredients oni..(2 fish tinggies, veggie, prawns, jap mushrm, fishballs)..yum yum~~ :p hees! very slpy..today wakie at 1+..wakie le headache + giddiness T_T sadded..Think ytdy reli too cham le ba..ren too long le..bt i got the effect i want..lie down straight slp.. :p den hubbie call me at 3..he so late reach hm..hmm..bt very glad la~ at least i noe he reach hm safely le =) yay =) actuali..to be frank..i duno what are we now T_T ytdy i was too tired..so cldnt rmb what he say..oni rmb he ask me do we still got chance..other den dat no le T_T sadded..bt he slping..bu hao disturb also..so now is lke "dong jie" de state..hmm..anyway..go le =) dad buy ba gua :p] this chunk one leh..bt ar..cnt publish sia~ so angry..ytdy cnt publish nvm..tdy also cnt~~~~ aargh~~~ qi si wo!! T_T nvm..blog tdy de T_T:

Just came back from lot1..went to have dinner with hubbie and his parents..but in de end his parents no eat..cause too ex...hmm~ we eat chken rice :p slept at hubbie's place tis afternoon..too tired le..outside c hubbie game i can fall aslp le~ T_T havent been slping well for friday and sat..so sad..tml start sch again liao..i've lost track of the week le..shld be week 9 le? bah..my pjt still cant work..all thanks to that jimmy ang..zzz..hubbie make new specs :p hehs..i also want make le~ wait for mom come hm den i tell her =D yays!!! excited..hope can make :p hubbie tues go outing wif cousins..hmm..actuali me not happie..but no choice..its his cousins afterall..and since hubbie now hols..can play jiu play ba.. =) hope ping ping want go kbox nx week =) long time no go le..reli wana sing sing :p dota 6.38 out few days ago le..tell u ar..reli no nice..new hero nice..new items nice..but the wagon NO NICE!!! eeeks! very extra sia..y icefrog go put dat ar? =.=" xtra la..shi bu hao de..eeeks! bt potm reli gd..i lke her..and the new item..wa~ +35 agi and +35 dmg..wa..reli imba for agi heroes..ytdy ping ask me hw to counter juggernaut's fury spinning ting..she using tormented soul lor..ez hao ma..she range somemore..just stay back..he fury u run..and TS nid buy botravels de..u cfm outrun him one =.= bu yong pa ta la..jiu shi zhe yang =D rites~ go off le~ i go PK wait for hubbie do sea commerce together :p bb

Will you ever notice me...

Saturday, October 28, 2006
7:35 PM

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*addon*
Just finished my steamboat meal..lol..cos me and mei c CaiJing eating steamboat wif her frens..den we faster call our mom and ask her make steamboat..lol..so yay! gt steamboat le! wa~ hao shuang~ bt oni gt 6 ingredients oni..(2 fish tinggies, veggie, prawns, jap mushrm, fishballs)..yum yum~~ :p hees! very slpy..today wakie at 1+..wakie le headache + giddiness T_T sadded..Think ytdy reli too cham le ba..ren too long le..bt i got the effect i want..lie down straight slp.. :p den hubbie call me at 3..he so late reach hm..hmm..bt very glad la~ at least i noe he reach hm safely le =) yay =) actuali..to be frank..i duno what are we now T_T ytdy i was too tired..so cldnt rmb what he say..oni rmb he ask me do we still got chance..other den dat no le T_T sadded..bt he slping..bu hao disturb also..so now is lke "dong jie" de state..hmm..anyway..go le =) dad buy ba gua :p

yoyoyo~~ nan de sat i blog~ surprise? lol...hmm..now im watching Princess Hour and playing PKO leh..hehss!! =D now collecting story quest's Stolen tools.. =D so bored...abt 5 mins come out one =.= diao..last one le :p hehs~ ytdy hubbie come sch fetch wo..nt a very gd day..ben lai v hapie one..very hapie hubbie come fetch wo de :p ping noes ma :p heh~~ bt end up so sadded...cried so loud..i was practically shouting and screaming at hm..hais..all bcos of a mishearing stuff..waste my tears..my screaming..my sadness..T_T

Princess Hour quite nice... :p Xing Jun lke Cai Jing le..bt he dont know hw to express..so sad..always say harsh words as his way of concern and care..lke hubbie..hmm..but i lke Lu more le..he more straight forward..and he reli is very caring towards Cai Jing..a gd guy..only Cai Jing lke de bad guy..Lu can worry about CaiJing and drive reli slowly..less than spd 40 i tink and follow bhind CaiJing..scared she got accident..cos she just learn driving..lol..and funie la dat scene..and CaiJing sad dat time..tk car go out drive, Lu follow bhind her all de way..and an wei her..gd rite? can c he reli lke CaiJing alot..so sadded..

I feel lke creating many chars~~~ Herbalist(Cleric) Ami and Phyllis, Swordsman, Explorer Ami and Phyllis, Herbalist(SealMaster) Ami and Phyllis..Hunter(Phyllis)..hees~ siao liao..zzz...i order de earrings came le..on wed i tink..cant rmb..4gt to say..haha..so now say :p very nice eh..gold hook somemore lor..oni $4.90 =D hehs..

Will you ever notice me...

Friday, October 27, 2006
9:12 AM

*WARNING..ALL ABOUT DOTA..BORING POST =X*

Morning ppl =) tdy came to sch alone..cos dat pingping late =.= cmi one she..pain till cant slp..louji..drink someting hot ba =.= lke..hmm..hot milk!! =D hehs~ ytdy nite i played 3 rd of dota...all game got leaver..1st 2 game nv finish..cos alot of leavers..3rd game super zai..i wan hao lian to ping one..lol! bt cant find her in msn..louji dao~~~ max! zzz!! den cant hapie to hubbie..cause he wont how de..and indeed..he nt interested at all..not even one bit..and hmm..one thing i dont lke abt him is..he pro..he thinks others are noobs..and i hate ppl saying another noob u know? Everyone starts from noobs..u were once noob too..everyone is..at some point of their life.. =) y i say tis ne? cause ytdy play one game wif hubbie..our team mates keep saying mid miss, top miss or wadeva miss..den hubbie pm me..he say y so many tis missing dat missing..noobs..gt eyes duno how to c..minimap so clear duno hw to c(aga aga la is tis meaning..exact words i dont rmb)..hubbie..u dota gd..u jiu gd..den u dont say others noobs..if dota game..is full of ppl lke u..i will not be interested in dota at all..dota is all about team work..and dat time u scold others "dota dont play gang? u want make me laugh isit?" u still rmb? gang is a form of team work.. =) if u say ur lane hero missing..others can be more aware..can try to avoid dying..tis also helps u..thy nv feed, lv gap wont so high..u will have a easier time also.. dui ma? ytdy u get Soul Keeper..u dont want waste 500 g on repick so u play..but dat hero is useless one..super useless..late game i duno..early game he is feeder..u realise le dont u? ytdy we game 2 games..both lost..cause 2nd game..everyone on my team either get nt gd hero or is duno hw to play one..VS(me), SoulKeeper(hubbie), BloodSeeker, Tiny, AntiMage..me no nid to say..standard nt dere yet..SK is useless one..BS is gd..but the person duno hw to use..i nv once c him rupture b4..he whole game keep running ard with red life..Tiny..gosu hero..but de person use it learn grow at lv 6 liao..so spd is xtremely slow..den dat tiny no stun one..cmi..AM..dat one is zzz...he use AM lke some normal hero lidat..duno hw to say..so all my team cmi..opponent leh..get Keeper of the Light, Tormented Soul, Troll and duno wad..this 3 jiu hao..enough liao..kotl and troll at mid..me and bs at mid..wa piang..cant even farm..cant even go infront..zzz...kotl keep charge..troll keep hit..gg liao lor..we keep hug tower..can earn creep kill..nice liao..zzz...i keep stun also no use..i play myself..BS nv come close..all melee on my team..oni me range..zzz..sian one..bad game..

Back to topic..ya~ was talking about hao lian to ping..know y? cause i 2v5(actuali is 4 la~ got one leave very very very late dat time) we won leh!! bnet wor! public game wor! shuang leh..me VS as usual, the other is Veno..our team got Queen of Pain..Techie, and Naix..naix bad is cause his lane is slayer..he cant farm well..opponent got lina, chen, drow ranger, am, soulkeeper..first blood i tk..killed soul keeper..soulkeeper i killed ALOT of times liao..he die until de am(host) says we got a feeder on our team..hurr...hmm~ ok..back to topic..all quit le~ naix leave first, den QOP, den techie..Veno nt very gd..but nt very bad either..aga aga same lv as me la..Chen farm till lv very high..den ard him got so many creeps =.= 2 centaurs, and duno wad =.= siao one..c him run liao..thy push in all lanes le..top lane and mid lane de base tower gone..mid lane de rax also down..wa..reli is lose until can cry liao..their side only mid 1st tower down sia..sadded..bt me and veno stay on...play..i farm 2 mkb, one lothar, one BOTravel, hyperstone, helm..normal la..oni i tk 2 mkb tis time..my atk 300+ =) veno abt 200+ ba..he gt aegis, thread, mkb, reaver and duno wad..4gt le..we play against 5 ppl..wa..reli is stress dao jia lat ar..zzz..den veno make one aegis for me..den i giv him my lothar..after aegis finish le den i giv up helm..switch to lothar..dr got lothar too..Chen i nv c..too bz with his kids liao..sk end up make 2 bashers..bt nt a threat..thy push in mid base tower le he still 0 kill leh..can c how louji dat hero is ba =.= den we keep push..sometimes stick together..sometimes separate..c Chen run..we try alot of time le..tk him head on..bt lose..end up we did kill him..lol..we 2 hit him..dont care his kids..kill him so shuang..he no die de lor =.= den wan ending time..he quit..actuali if he no quit, the game will go longer still =X bt he quit..den i push top lane alone..cos thy pushing mid..i left veno to defend alone..i tk down the lane towers..bt base one no down la..den we push mid together..den veno atk and skills scary ma..plus my stun and swap..all dere we also wont scared..somemore gt lothar and aegis..den we in their base hit shuang shuang le den i discover dr is hitting our throne =.= base all building down liao..left btm lane de nia..den i xia dao wo..wan down le leh..den i tp back and defend.. =.= den veno come back also..he say he defend..ask me finish de job..so i chiong in..den hit throne..den mus run..cos thy all come back le..throne left 2 more hits nia..den i ww again and chiong in hit =D we win =D yay~~~ bt gt one say i BD =.= say wo noob..bt anyway we win le =D hees~ hen shuang~ diff game T_T sadded..heng thy nt very pro..if nt cham le..wa~ long post..zzz..gona go other blog blog le..bbyes

Will you ever notice me...

Thursday, October 26, 2006
5:34 PM

*INTERESTING TOPIC*

12 signs your falling in love

12. You'll read his/her txts over and over again...

11. You'll walk really really slow while you're with him/her...

10. You'll pretend 2 be shy whenever you're with him/her...

9. While thinking bout him/her...your heart will beat faster and faster...

8. By listening to his/her voice...you'll smile for no reason.

7. While looking at him/her..you cant see the other people around you...you can only see that person...

6. You'll start listening to SLOW songs.

5. He/She becomes all you think about

4. You'll get high just by their smell...

3. You'll realize that you're always smiling to yourself when you think about them..

2. You'll do anything for him/her...

1. While reading this, there was one person on your mind the whole time.....

Things That A Perfect Guy Would Do

1. Known how to make you smile when you are down.

2. Try to secretly smell your hair, but you always notice.

3. Stick up for you, but still respect your independence.

4. Give you the remote control during the game.

5. Come up behind you and put his arms around you.

6. Play with your hair.

7. His hand would always find your hand.

8. Be cute when he really wants something.

9. Offer you plenty of massages.

10. Dance with you, even if he feels like a dork.

11. Never run out of love.(i dont understand =p)

12. Be funny, but know when to be serious.

13. Realize he's being funny when he needs to be serious.

14. Be patient when you take forever to get ready.

15. React so cutely when you hit him and it actually hurts.

16. Smiles a lot.

17. Plans a romantic date full of things he wouldn't normally do because he knows it means a lot to you.

18. Appreciate you.

19. Help others out.

20 Drive five hours just to see you for one.

21. Always gives you a kiss when you leave, even when his friends are watching.

22. Sing, even if he can't.

23. Have a creative sense of humor.

24. Stare at you.

25. Call for no reason

what does it mean

Thinking of you means "I miss you"

Holding your hand means "I like you"

Squeezing it means "I want to kiss you"

Putting my head on your shoulder means "Comfort me"

My hands on your waist means "Never let me go"

Biting my lip means "I'm jealous"

Staring into your eyes means "Do you love me?"

Winking means "I adore you"

Dreaming of you often means "You're someone special"

Being with you often means "I can't live without you"

And wearing your ring means "You're mine"

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credit from pingping's blog =) She's got some jokes there too =D

hmm~ tinking back *Things That A Perfect Guy Would Do* -- Hubbie did:

5. Come up behind you and put his arms around you.

6. Play with your hair.

7. His hand would always find your hand.

8. Be cute when he really wants something.

17. Plans a romantic date full of things he wouldn't normally do because he knows it means a lot to you.

18. Appreciate you.

22. Sing, even if he can't.

23. Have a creative sense of humor.

24. Stare at you.

hahahss~~~ gd enough liao :p lol~

Will you ever notice me...

1:32 PM

*add on*

Jus now go over ping dere dota again... =) me and ping vs jm and marvin..will win one~ results..Girls win!!! hahahaa~~ ping quite gd~ hen zai =) gong xi ni~~~ lol..ez game la..pawnage.. =) cos marvin duno when to back..jm more dangerous one..hmm~ bt he ns la..ns is louji one..night time also no how one~ me stunner, ping netter..lol..no worries..worse come to worse..ping ulti den we run =D she naga~ anyway~ we win~ hen shuang =) hees! me and ping gd sia..lol..den i sms hubbie~ say i go over ping's dere..he very understandin~ say okie~ go play play~ :p xie xie hubbie~ muacks~ lidat pass time faster :p hmms~ actuali..ping use naga nt bad..bt hor..naga i dont reli know hw to play..so cant reli say anything..bt she can dont die de =) dats someting =D bt she too slow also~ and she dont know hw to make use of tower..and when to net when to run..all these she must learn..will quite diff la..cos i duno hw..quite diff...jia you =D heeh~ and jus nw ping, mt, jm, marvin play 2s again..den ping play halfway go toilet..end up is me tk over her..den c dat marvin keep go feed...deliberate one..feel abit angry..y cant serious? if serious die still nvm..hmm..suan le la..fan zhen nt owaes team wif him one..bt alot cos of him..wont lose de game will bcome lose..cos he reli go feed too much..lv gap too high le.. =( den play halfway..c dat malaysia guy come again..wa...so angry =x i ji tao tell ping u play urself..den i go liao..he come in..first ting say "alt qq la~ quit la..we 3v2.." he tink he who? 3v2? 2v2 me and jm he lose until face black black he still say 3v2? later he lose he say aiya~ u all 3 ppl ma...u will nv noe one lor..idiot guy..i c him i face black black..go le..mt dere..he also face black black.. =.= as i tell ping..ask him go eat shit =X (hubbie cnt angry hor :p) boo la~ yue tink yue angry..c him no mood play liao..zzz~

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Yo~~ I've changed my blogskin le~ any comments? pls tell me wor~ i c this skin gt feeling leh~ hahaha~~ But my taggie de colour gt prob..bt i laz make le :p hehs~~ just make do la hor? :p Hubbie wakie when i reach sch nt long..he online pei wo~ altho no talk much la..cos i noe he PK-ing :p hmms~ I changed my call tone also le..Tui Hou..Nice song eh~ Most impt is hubbie lke =D fan zhen is hubbie call me most de :p hmm~ if u all find de scrolling difficult hor, just put your cursor on my entry de words dere..den use de scrollwheel..if u put on empty space, the scrollbar wont work =D its works for all blogs =D rights~ will say abt jus now de dota game~ sorrie yo ping~ nv play wif u =.= no com le..zzzz..and i reli lucky nv kana caught..heng dat chai nt lke ur cher sia..suddenly dash in..lke catch thief wad lidat =.= zzz..

Jus now is me and jm -VS- Malaysian and China guy..we draw..we win 1 rd, they win 1 rd..hmmx..reli hate de Malaysian guy..he reli tinks he so pro..he keep say China guy farm slow..jm farm slow..bt he more slow hao ma? lame one he..both games he first blood..this call pro? wo PUI! get lost la u..zzz..dear if u dere hor, im sure u will give him ur "cold" smile(those zuai zuai de) den thrash him till lke duno wad..bt he nv say me farm slow or louji or wad..cos all he die de kills is killed by me! he baka one..act pro..act hero..wan die liao keep come..he tink he me meh? i teach u..listen ar malaysian guy.."Never Learn From Others If You Dont Know How To Survive Basic Atk"..GG! my dear teach me VS de better playing style liao..u leh? go away. u tink u pro? wait till u c my dear? bang wall la u..mayb ur blood can make u wake up =.= anyway~ pls rmb both ur first blood is me tk de =) de nx anytime i play with you, it will be the same. Oh ya..back to topic..de want die ting..he reli is red life liao..abt 100+ or 200 life lidat i tink..he still dere dont want go back..first time he use Enchantress..tink ur Enchantress heal faster den i hit u? think again =) i prove it to you just now le..Even if you on your heal i still can kill you easily =) no life still come? dont look down on VS eh? or u looking down on me? u think my stun is jokes? or you think my aura is bullshit? as i say, think again =) how many times u die by swapping tower? hahaa~ die once by tis strag u still dont learn..keep coming..nice eh? think u can get off? and one more ting..if you cant solo..dont solo..and dont solo le den you die, you blame your team mates for not supporting =) i open my vs skills to you =) Stun, Terror, Command Aura(which is y my atk is so high..you tis idiot dont even noe dat..say u pro? wo pui..) and Swap..kkays? so nx time near tower or wan die liao pls tk note hor? =) he keep saying to his team mate "y vs atk so high ar?".."vs hit so pain" "vs stun so pain" keep complain? y nt counter me? linken? no money? cos u keep die? or u cant even last hit or farm? china guy say him "vs farm so fast"..he fight back wif "me also ma.." pls leh..ur sange hw much nia ar? u wan me teach u maths? =( so sad eh? me and jm at mid..he alone come..den on da way keep say come help me..he come le..he die..den he complain dat china guy no come..pls la =.= ur eyes for wad...? ta stamp? or u dont know how to c mini map? cant c ur team mate at btm still? cant wait for him? den after dat blame him? lame lor u..i tell u..China guy is much better den u..oni he is using drow ranger..cant play well..cos drow ranger..first ting..he farm slow..buy sny..useless one..and he cant avoid my stun..and swap =) and he gt a bullshit team mate.. =( so sad ya? boo! anyway~ finish talking le =D

i did bring pics here~ i upload few at a time =)
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me and hubbie =) hubbie is purplish fairy..lol~~ healer =)

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me and mei~~! hahaa~ nowadays ppl very odd..girl use guy, guy use girl =x

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other nx time den upload =)

Will you ever notice me...

Wednesday, October 25, 2006
9:23 AM

woohoo! I've been mia from sat till now! hahahaa~~ been on holiday mood :p weeE! heeh~ will be a long long post =D and im hungry now T_T sadded..

Friday Night
Poor Yunie T_T unwanted by her owner de hubbie liao..lol..sadded..cos hubbie say u no gd T_T cos hubbie say ur stats all pump wrong...cos hubbie say u in future very useless T_T sadded hor?? nvm! i help u bite him later =x but~ i end up also restart~ create a new acct call StrawBerries..hehs~ hubbie say wo de nick guai guai~ bt wo xi huan ma!!!! booo! i ard 8+ cre8 account..abt 1am+ me jiu lv 22 le :p fast right? all thanks to hubbie de explorer de conch ray =D hao shuang..bt gt abit bu shi wo de gong lao de feeling..bleh!! nvm..lv up jiu hao..bt i feel dat tis time rd de explorer very useless when soloing =.= make me need to keep find party...diao..i dont lke party wif ppl i dont know de T_T sadded~~~~

Saturday
wakie early go hubbie'e hse~ very slpy leh~~ den reach dere~ we GG le de den i go slp le~ very tired yo~~ den slp quite long leh~ den hubbie go game~~ den i cant rmb wad i did liao..lol..hurr~ sadded hor? =.= louji..oni rmb go hm dat time, we go lot1~ hubbie buy $50+ de RUM card..for his wings and pet stuff etc..wa~ rich guy~ T_T sadded~ i wan wings bt i cfm + chop wont waste $27 on wings T_T booo! if gt add stats still gd..lke +ms..jiu hao..bt nth!!! pian qian! zzz~

Sunday
nv meet hubbie~ cos parents no work~ den we go pasir ris rollerblade wif my relatives..lol..funie..bt i nv fall down =x bt my mei and my biao di keep remind me of the time i swing ard de pole T_T wa~ so bad rite? zzz..den my biao jie keep laugh T_T my biao di lke 20+ yrs old.. =.= he very big hao ma..body build so big =.= better den my skinny dad..lol..walk bside him lke my biao ge lidat =.= den gt slope ma~ den my biao jie scared..she from the top..(haven come down yet) shout "ah di" all the way to the btm..lol! her breath very long..bth her..at least i keep "ah" oni..lol..my mei stop wo..i duno hw to brake..my mei noes..my biao di very gd at blading lor =.= zzz..so everytime me and my biao jie stop is hold him one..lol..stable..my biao jie gd at balancing..my mei gd at braking..me gd at going straight road..my biao di..gd at everyting =.= he noe learning to skate backwards liao..diao..

Dinner, my biao jie treat..cos she pass her car test liao..gt license le.. =D we eat at usual place..wdls..da pai dang =D eat until $80+.. we gt fish, seafoodsoup, cereal prawns, kang kong, hai sheng, tie ban toufu, fu rong egg..8 ppl eat =D $80+ is cheap liao..

At start, my dad went to c cars..he want change car..i ask him change jeep~ lol..i saw a mouse car leh~ $128k leh! wa~ i lke lor..den i open up inside is lke plane seat lidat..lol..den i drag my biao jie and mei over..thy c liao keep wahhhh~ lol..my dad keep say me siao.. =.= den dat sell car de say in sg drive tis one no gd..cos journey too short..cant enjoy de plane seat..lol..bth..den i saw a sports car..i wan ask my dad buy~ den i touch de car, the engine is hot!!! omg =.= is ppl de car..diao..so paiseh..anyway..dere de car cheapest is 40k+..normal is 60k+..quite cheap? i duno abt car..den i saw a sports car! reli is sports car..no jokes!! 93k!! hahaha~~ shuang~ den i sit inside~ de feeling different sia =X boo! den dere gt a girl...can c very young oni..younger den me even..she wear skirt lke no wear lidat..super short..jus gang gang hao cover her butt oni..den is those piao piao de..wind blow will fly dat type..lol..den her eyelash is fake dao =.= den she keep blink blink blink..i wan dian si liao..she can sing "chu dian" liao..kk..i noe nt funie..

Monday
hehs~~ tdy baka wif classmates to pon liao..den early morning normal time go hubbie hse..go dere do half-GG T_T hubbie very bad one..den after dat we go Kallang eat steamboat~ yum yum~~~ de shui jiao very yummy~~ lol..now tinkin abt it i wan eat le~ and i wan eat xiao long bao~~~~ hurrr!! waaa~ now tinking of xiao long bao wif dou sa inside~~ yum yum~~ bt cfm cant eat one..cos dat type oni secret receipe gt oni...booo! :p den after dat go bugis walk walk~ go c games~ wa~ we bought 5 games! hees~ Xenosaga III, Valkyrie Profile 2, Mortal Kombat, Prince of Persia and one car game..wa~ so nice..bt Xenosaga de movie graphics no nice..bt in-game graphics very gd..Valkyrie Profile de in-game gd also..bt movie nt i expect de gd..as compare to SquareSoft la..Mortal Kombat nt bad :p Prince of Persia cmi..de car game is hubbie's..so i nv watch..later mayb i go print walkthru.. :p spend my time jotting down notes on small cards..

Tuesday
I bring de new games over to hubbie's place to play.. :p bt T_T valk profile gt problem...thurs den hubbie go change..Mortal Kombat oni won once..others is hubbie won de~ sadded.. T_T Prince haven try..Xenosaga nice =D hen cute de char :p i wait for hubbie complete den i bring hm play :p hees~ end up i dcide to print walkthrough...den dont want the cards le T_T waste my time copying wor..bleh~ whole day gaming lor~ bt abt 4+ lidat very tired le..so go slp..T_T den after dat go hm..den i sell racoon muffs and shoes le den go dota wif hubbie..3 games..1st game nv finish..cos gt one leaver on our team..den host very idiotic say rm den quit liao...zzz..den 2nd game lose until siao..hubbie keep ask me mass stun..bt mana impt one lo..if i c opponent play vs..den i can aga aga calculate de number of stuns she can use..den when she no stun den i atk her..or i noe she no stun den she back heal mana, i can hit her once to cancel de clarity potion effect ar..and 100 dmg dont hurt at all..lowest life is 475..aga aga la..nid hit hw many times...den i stun le den gt ppl pei wo hit still nvm..bt no mo qi one..ytdy me and him play..i say luna? den he say ya..den i thot he wan gang..den i chiong dere..bt who noes =.= mei you gang..i hit alone..bt heng i no die..he dont understand de term i tink..bt i cant in game i type full ma.."gang luna?" nid a precious 1 sec more leh..he dont understand short form very diff leh..den same lane wif him i gt stress..de more i wan perform well de badder i perform..zzz..den razor cant help much one..oni lightning zai..and get maelstrom den zaii..early abit no use one..and razor can mass cast..cos she oni gt one skill to waste mana on..dont count frenzy..dat one is bhind learn one..bt nvm la..since he say..den i learn to use..try try c hw..den 3rd game..wa~ i solo one lane..no nid scared perform nt well..somemore i kill first blood =p 200g more leh..bt de opponent is chaos knight..bt he dont know me more towards daring one..his life left one more stun and one more hit jiu die le..den he stay bhind his tower..i chiong in stun and hit and run..first blood mine =D somemore dat time my life full hao ma..cfm can tank one..somemore he nt very behind..at least de standard of VS tanking and life i noe la..sometimes daring abit nvm one ma..bleh..bt after dat hubbie say my VS prob is too daring..hmm~ ok la..nx time control abit..dat one ez game =) i swap and stun den hubbie hit..ez la..no prob =D new build for VS quite gd..later go hm try again :p den ar..2nd game gt one siao one leh..furion missing den tp over to bs him and he died..den he complain missing no say..den i was lke =.=" furion leh..gt tp one leh..he tp oni tk 4 secs casting time..i c him missing for 4 secs nid say one meh..hw i noe sia..no link la him..zzz...bt he reli nt bad la.. =D

Today
Hmm..jus back frm quarrelling wif hubbie..kinda solve le? duno consider ma..bt when talk outside i reli giddy liao..stand will sway..since monday i lidat le..dat time wait for hubbie top farecard, i areadi tilt one way liao..after dat den i realise.. =.= den jus nw we are discussing abt VS..hmm..i discover a new way to counter furion de sprout.. =D go hm play her again :p duno hubbie wan pei wo ma...he slping now.. =D and friday mayb going to bugis wif ping leh~ =D buy dirge of cerebus walkthru :p excited..hope can go..den he say he headache wan go slp =.= den i so gd somemore lo..i say ok lor~ bb~ when i giddy i wan go in he dont want one =.= zzz....unfairness right???? hehs~ bt nvm..fan zhen i giddy i go in i also will giddy =.= lke NOW! zzz...

Jus now after my brunch, i go ping class dota wif her..we 2 vs 4 insane..lol..i -random sia..cos fan zhen play play oni :p den ping use naga..nt bad la..bt oni slow castiing..i got spiritbreaker hao ma..=.= hate strength hero liao..walk super slow.. =.= bt use lor..fan zhen random means i dont mind wadeva hero le ma..den wahahaha~ lose until =.=" mayb is cos ping nt very familiar..lol..den rm~ i use magnataur tis time marvin join in..he use drow ranger =.= cmi la..we hit hero he hit creep =.= diao..den his cold arrow is 4eva on de..even when hitting creep =.= den silence mus we say den he do de =.= owaes too late also..bt win la =D den mt here liao..den he say rm..den we rm..wif me, ping, mt, jm, xav..we shuffle party..me wif jm and ping..quite fair la..den play mid and btm lane..i play vs again :p den xav kana kill by me..firstblood =D song bo..cos xav keep say me is chiongster..cos i low life dont go back..cos i noe he cant kill ma..haven lv 6 kill wad ting..den his stun just use..den i further back abit..den he c me lidat he also dont go back..wan learn me..lol..end up i suddenly chiong in..he lai bu ji prepare..den i stun and hit =D den he say moral of the story is dont learn ivy =.= diao..den jm ok la..nt bad..bt mt strong..cant 1v1 him..sure die..he use faceless void..hmm..bt mt die twice de kills is i tk de :p hmm..den win la..quite diff la actualie..cos mt strong..we win is oni cos we gt 3 ppl..if nt lose one..den ping owaes ulti slow..lol..bt nvm la..quite gd le.. :p bt she owaes no mana one sia..cmi~ booo her! lol..rights..very long le..go off le =D bbyes..

Will you ever notice me...

Friday, October 20, 2006
9:23 AM

*addon!*

after hours and hours of conclusion....(actuali oni 20 mins lidat nia la..now 10:13 lol) we have dcided to pon monday!! hahahaha! bt thy hardworking sia..all gt job..diao..i no job i alreadi tired till~~~~ booo la! i go hubbie hse pei ta..heeehss~~

yo~ its a sadded morning..cos i am soooo tired...T_T i wana slp!!!! i dont want come sch~ T_T bt bu ke yi!! jiu ming arrr~~~ soon..im dying in sch T_T sobzz~~~ ytdy's death note is very very louzzz!!!! end at so exciting de part..wah piang..wo angry dao!!!! eeks! part 2 duno when come out sia...bt L reli hen clever.. =D watch him solve case very fun..and he funie also la.. di di eat de..lol..wa..suddenly headache..boo! hubbie also headache..rest well wor :p dat shinigami xia si wo..ytdy bei xia dao twice by the movie le..boo..den gt the grudge leh..eeeks!! the preview so long hao ma...xia si ren one leh..yay yay~ later eat mac =D so tired..so sleepy..zz..now my classmates discussing whether want come sch ma..lol..monday i tink all pon together..song bo..lol..*cross fingers* anyway...IM SO TIRED! T_T dats y i say its a sadded morning..oh~ deres something to cheer up my sadded morning for 5 mins..lol..i gt my snowdoll mask!!! yay yay yay! lol..heres a pic =D

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hehs~ cute? me nt sure~ jus join in la~ no nid 20 mins jiu get dao liao..lol..no kick la =x bt anyway~ i wan the pumpkin de..bt dat one i bo bian..cfm nid party liao..lv too high..booo! anyway! princess hour!!! hahahaha!!! faster finish de vcd~~~ den can PKPK liao =D im missing my Yunie so much~ :p rights~ update later~ nw discussing whether wan pon ma :p

Will you ever notice me...

Thursday, October 19, 2006
9:26 AM

Strangely...tis morning..hubbie ask me wan restart my char ma..cos my char in a mess..i pump all stats..hmm..as i said alot of times le..cos last time no one i noe play herbalist..and even nw..also no one..hubbie de herbalist is on atks de..so even i strong or nt strong also nt a prob..Yunie is..i prepare her for solo de..i dont wana party wif others..bt when he ask me wana restart ma..i actuali feel lke crying..when i think of my Yunie..i put so much effort in her..dont wana jus leave her..bt cos of stupid me..i spend lots of unneccessary money..by carelessly buying 99 tickets..by sinking ship..by spending 30k on a cap? is it ex? i duno..and i dont want to think..i jus feel dat..everyting on Yunie..whether its cap..muffs..costume..shoes..everything is worth it..jus to c her wear new stuff..i feel so proud of her.. =) the only condition i will restart is if hubbie is WILLING to train for me..bt after wad he say tdy jus burst de little bubble in my heart.. "i can read ur heart de" i dont want he read my heart..i want him to help me on his own willingness..isit so difficult? duno y he put so much effort into his..bt mine so difficult..hm..nvm..mayb cos nt his acct ba =) anyway..i told him dont help me le..i play myself after my princess hour..rush back all the exp lost...need to be back to the sick days le..bt no choice..its my char..my effort and everything..im willing to put in for her..i keep rmb vividly de time i ren an hr de sleepiness to get the pearl for him..i did it happily..and willingly..cos its all for hubbie~ i get for him i happie also =D same as i do it for mei =) hubbie says play games wif me he very stress...bt i wan say de is play games wif him i not very happie also...cos y? he gt his idea of "mus lv faster den me..cos he can protect me" i lke to fight tings which are challenging..he lv faster den me..den everything he use his skill jiu almost dead liao..den me? jus stand dere? or go hit dat last few hits to kill the mob? even i dota..ppl gimme chance to kill last hit..i also dont lke..i dont want ppl make it easy for me..i wan strive by my own effort..den i can proudly says..i do it myself..nt with ppl's help..game is de oni ting i can be proud of..if ppl make it easy for me..wad can i be proud of then? hubbie areadi sa i in life very stupid le..studies i nv do well..singing i cant do it consistently..oni ting..is i can strive in game..dat time hubbie praise me..say im gd in tis kinda game..u noe hw happie i am? tink u duno bah..cos i duno hw to express out..and when u say my dota is gd? i was sooo happie..bt everytime play wif u..u jus get on so fast..and make me feel im useless..again..as owaes..my stats in a mess i dont mind..i dont want pro ppl do wad i do wad too..i wan my own style..will be a difficult road i noe..at least..i noe its what i want..nt pro do wad i do wad too..bt i love playing games wif u u noe..? the happiness is jus cos ur dere...beside me..playing wif me..even if no talk..im happie still..bt the happiness is owaes mixed wif boredom..cos the fights are all no kick..play wif mei..cos she nt very far..owaes same lv wif me..i no play she no play..makes me enjoy playing wif her..cos every fight..little piglets..fight until can we both die one..so gt the kick..gt the excitement..guess u will nv noe de feeling bah..cos for u..u wana be better den me..so u can protect me..the feeling is sweet..but it takes the enjoyment off..y i so hook on to PK at start? cos im stronger den u..or cos we same lv..den fight wad also wan die wan die lidat..bt when u switch to sealmaster..almost one hit KO de spell..makes me very sian..u rmb de flower lv ??? in silvermine? where it tks alot of ur spell to hit? i hit dat i find it very fun..cos diff to hit..u dont lke bnet de dota..cos u say thy too weak..no fun to play..u noe de feeling rite? "no kick" de game..i lke playing at bnet..cos will gt strong dota clans..den once in a rare time, you will meet a team wif gd teamwork..ya noe? even if lose..the teamwork, the excitement is there..so will make me happie also :p i play better den u u also will nt happie ma..same case..aiya..duno wad to say..keep repeating de same tings..zz..nvm~ go off le..super cold..

Will you ever notice me...

Wednesday, October 18, 2006
1:03 PM

wah~ jus c a webbie full of little cuties stuffs~~ esp the earrings and the rings~ and the out of stock category :p hurr~ and pay by POSB wor~ i can buy one leh :p weee!!! bt mus c pingping want buy ma leh..bleh! later 3:30 nid present my project to my supervisor~ bleh! shi bu hao de~ tdy~ will be the first day~ i will nt touch PK after i started on PK XD cos my mei de fren wana lend us Princess Hour~ wooohoo! :p i super hook on sia~ lol...hate dat Min Xiaolin lots~ boo! Shoo shooo~ dont disturb them~ shi nt gd de :p tml hor~ hubbie gt plans le leh~ bt he say if i tdy no nt healthy den he will tell me after sch :p hurr~ wo tdy no hw!! wo hen jian kang~ tink i recover le :p or mayb i've been drinking water :p hees! my PK is stuck at lv 33..ytdy hubbie no pei wo play~ hmm~ somemore i abit dont feel lke playing..cos im watching Princess Hour on utube~ nite time cmi de...very slow T_T wee~ finishing my dragonlance soon le :p hubbie say if tml i nt feeling well den no more going out T_T he noe i get Princess Hour i can watch till no nid slp one :p so he warn me first~ bleh~ go hm den c hw :p tonite sure cant finish one le~ hmph!!! nebermind~~~~ heh~ i so late blog is cos im readin goong de story on someone's blog..reli cant wait to watch..bt behind lke v sad leh..boo T_T nw is 1:50..wa..gona present soon..sian..sadded...wooo.....hais.. T_T go le..bb

Will you ever notice me...

Tuesday, October 17, 2006
9:15 AM

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now is 4:19 in da afternoon~ and i am bored..so i blog again..hm~ wa~ super shuang~ ping do a very shuang ting tdy..lol..she so zai~ *clap clap* lol...bt anyway..he got all he deserved..hmph! after brunch i went to ping class play poke wif her..lol..siao one..cmi..i won =D dat ping cmi..so fast die liao..booo her!! den dota lo.. =D me and mt vs jm and marvin..SF VS against Axe Sniper..hahaa~ Axe's hunger gt no use on me..cos i got helm of dominator =D n somemore thy keep die..cant farm much =X i got mkb and helm liao thy still duno wad one..i took the first blood gold =D from marvin..lol..heard frm ping dat he forever die as first blood one.. =.= diao..bt he indeed funie..ping say she c him everytime wan laugh..lol..bad sia she..wa~ and ar..i can proudly say my VS has improved much? lol..somemore i long time no play leh..diao..duno y..mayb i gt de right item? hehs~ i can one tank thy 2 also np..so no kick la dat game =x boo...wa..de dragonlance storybk super sad...the knight, Sturm died..wa..hate the author sia..kill one of the heroes..he very gd one and very loyal to Tanis one leh...wa...reli ar..cmi..den dat Tanis ar..no gd also..stuck b/w his love for 2 girls..diao..den somemore during dangerous times, he spend the night with the human girl he love..while he still love the elfmaiden...wan box him liao..i support the elfmaiden!! hmph! hubbie suddenly sms me say "drink more water hor" waaa~ hen sweet yo! hubbie cfm tdy eat honey liao :p den he come in msn pei wo talk :p den i send him de no brain sms..bleh~ den he suan wo~ say dat one is say wo de isit? =x boo him! dat piggy nw slping~ booo! and he help me lv up in PK le =D muackies! xie xie hubbie~ reli love princess hour de song..reli so nice.. =) korean show de song owaes kinda nice de..hmm~ giddiness improve much le =) hees~ the teens magazine say Cancer de ppl mus tk care of their health and their partner adores them..lol~ so hapie leh..and kinda zhun..den say Leo de ppl mus reward themselves for their effort and mus show their partner dat thy care..lol~ den i tell hubbie~ he say all lies..waaaa! means he dont adore me la! means he dont care for me la! boo him! still dare laugh..hmph! yi dian romantic genes also dun hv! bleh ni!i go les wif hebe liao =x boooo ni! bt hapie =p hubbie say tis coming thurs pei wo go watch death note~ hurrr! excited! so long no watch liao..last show watched was pirates.. =D hee! tdy my neopets lucky also :p SHE songs in my V Plus gt prob one leh..owaes lidat one..duno y..sadded..bleh! nvm~ i go le~ bbye =D

Hi all!! its a gd morning~~ except for my unwellness..but otherwise..its a gd morning!! except for FYP dat is =D y isit a gd morning? cos~ early in da morning, i specially wake up early to watch Princess Hour!! hahahaa!! so hook on liao leh! someone save me? hubbie gona piak pi pi liao..hurrrhurr~~ i pompom come out jiu saw hubbie's sms leh~ he said "whats my gal doing now?" hurr! ji happie yi sia~ early morning tian si wo le :p hubbie no slp again~ i tink he wont manage to tune back his time one~ bt anyway =D he lke jiu hao..wa..feeling so unwell now...breathing so diff..head super giddy..mayb i shld blame it on haze? but isit reli haze's fault? bleh! is me weak hao ma..everything blame haze sia =x but burn trees shi bu dui de! bah!! anyway..i motivate myself to come sch cos my storybk is here..lol..jus nw at train, i was telling ping hw i wana save money for goong..bt when i reach class i realise i missed out one very impt pt..thurs im watching death note!!!!! booo! so nx week den save money...actualie hor i abit dont want buy one~ i was tinking tis whole week de each day, i buy one packet of titbits..abt $1+ and eat at afternoon..den ren go hm one~ so save fast..hahaha!! end up~ i dcide to dont le~ if can save means can save~ if gt fate buy means gt fate buy =D if no fate jiu slowly watch channel u de..hahaha! wo hen hao adapt de ok???? hubbie dont angry wif me hor =D wo no save le :p heh~~ waah..now on sadded topic le..

ytdy...MY SHIP SUNK AGAIN!!! wa~ reli so sadded..ytdy i died thrice liao...cos of lag..den somehw..i cant concentrate~ when playing dat time i areadi very bu shu fu le~ bt bu she de dont train~ so ren lo..bleh! ytdy ar..on a way hm me and ping hungry dao~~~~ max liao..go hm i first ting on tv den eat liao =x lol..bah! sink jiu sink! who sad over it sia! boo! sink la~ sink more!!!!! my hatred for sharks has increased! but reli la..its my prob..i took de wrong route..bah! as i said..i cant concentrate..boooo!

wa..now whole head tinking abt princess hour..eeeks! i hate dat xiaolin..booO! anyway~ off topic..wad shld i eat leh later? fj, mac, south or amk leh? boooo! bah~ nvm..go read bks liao..reli super giddy...sian..bb

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Monday, October 16, 2006
8:59 AM

yo! morning all~ its monday again~ strangely..i was looking forward to weekdays..lol..cos gt Princess Hour! yay! hehs~~ tdy 4gt bring jacket again~ sure suffer later de~ booo! gona upload pic later~ nw is FYP wk 7 le~ finishing in 5 weeks time..bleh! faster faster! cant wait liao.. im so hungry nw..keep tinking of mac breakfast..and death note coming out! yay!

Sat
hm..tdy meant to go to Novena for the PK event de..den after dat go bugis..den go Vivo City one~ bt i go hubbie hse le..he fell aslp..den keep cant wakie..den i nt happie..den meet my mei go Vivo City le..i just left..hhm..hubbie cried after i went off..i sms him dat im sorrie after dat for throwing my temper..bt other den dat..i told him we no wrong..I no wrong except for my temper..cos i put too much hope le..he no wrong cos he 2 days slp 5 hrs only..so dat incident just pass on..Bought my V plus le ^^ 4GB~ bt hm~ i realise it actually store lesser songs den my old mini..bah! bt nvm...mini no more le..nano i dun lke...so buy V plus~ nice =D im supposed to give my mom $10 every month for 10 months..to make it $100..for the mp3..bleh! wa~ hen gei gao leh! booo! bt gd cos it can listen for up to 15 hrs =D so i at sch can listen le =D hee!dad ben lai wan buy adidas jacket for me de..bleh! bt dere dun hv de type i want..boo! hubbie say wan buy for me..duno he still saving or he no buy le leh..later rmb ask him =D dat night we PK again =D slept at 4am lo!! diao..was making songs..frm 10+ till 4..too many songs le..baah! oh ya~ i met ping in Vivo City! lol~ gt fate sia!

Sun
I woke at 9! wooo! slpet 5 hrs oni..bt is me insist on going hubbie's place de..so slp little nvm =D hubbie wakie wo~ den prepare le jiu go over..den hubbie ask me tk cab one..bt no cab~ so i tk train~ den go dere hubbie eyes pain..den he want rest awhile..bt he fell aslp..T_T abit unhapie again le..cos ar..i slp little..den one week meet twice only..end up he keep slping T_T sadded..boooo...i also gt slp...for abt half n hr only..bleh..den GG..heees! den i keep disturb hubbie..say i wan eat yong tau foo!!! den he okok~ he go pompom~ den go dwn le~ bt den hubbie say he feel lke eating mac..den i also can eat mac one..den i tink tink..end up reli go eat mac..cos hubbie seldom eat ma~ so pei him ^^ hurr! den keep argue wif hubbie all da way dere and back~ boo! thirsty one leh..bleh..den go back le watch death note 2 episode anime..black cat epi 1 anime..den i go PK awhile..chop wood for hubbie..den jiu go lie lie liao..keep stroking ball ball~ hao cute yo! :p ball ball lick hubbie de leg leh~ hur~ i gt tk pic leh! later c can upload ma~ abit blur la~ bt still can c =D abt 6+ i tell hubbie i wan go hm~ cos wan PK early =p wan lv..den he say hao~ den gimme money tk cab~ cos haze ma~ den i areadi nt feeling well le..bt too bad no cab..hm..ballball pic cant be send to email leh..bleh...nvm..nx time =D hur..den go hm PKPK! lv 32 le! slow la...i lv 31 for alot of days liao..been helping mei chop wood...trade..den seldom train..bah! ytdy is hubbie hit more~ i slack more :p den mom teach me hw to cook mian xian~ hurr! we took a pic of our party ^^ i'll upload nw~
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Checkmate and Curse is hubbie's acct~ hubbie bought the pet for 200k! :p so gd sia..wo mei you T_T

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another party pic! hubbie was afk~ so i pose myself..lol..

oh ya~ hubbie's staff nice hor? lke the sun lidat..lol..

tis ish me opening my stall~ hahaa~
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*hubbie~ i had a good time on sunday! :p muackies!*

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Friday, October 13, 2006
9:50 AM

yo~ morning all~ abit unhappiness~ but np le ^^(hope so bah)..rites~ pics =D

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i'm leaning against the pillar~ hurr!

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the long awaited crabby ^^

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crabby off from seashore =D sitting on land =p

hehs~~

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Thursday, October 12, 2006
5:07 PM

hm~ blog again...jus nw go ping's lab dota =X play -ar...got CM..eeeks..long time no play liao..somemore gimme one CM...first game is i rdm dao bone leh...wa..reli cmi..can gimme simpler one ma..lke sniper or wad.. =X bleh! difficult dao..bt no finish game..first game my fren com dc..den rm..den i got CM lo...opponent gt lich sia..lol..and lich kana feed too much le..double kill one..cos his ulti link one..bleh..bt den it makes killing him all de more shuang and fun~ :p den once i go mid and bite lich den i on ulti..i triple kill =D lol...hao shuang sia..bt dat game no finish too...cos gt visitor coming..den rush back liao..den hubbie abit unhapie..hai wo cant concentrate..and call him asap le..bt he assure me he's not..den i sms him he no reply..he say he didnt receive..hmm..gt prob ba..blehs..hubbie go c fone tdy..bleh..bt dont hv he wan de fone le..me here feel he quite sad la..cos cant find le..hmm~ duno is true ma my feelings...blehs..

And..i do hope...(if you happen to be reading my blog, which i tink u didnt do so for a very long time) i wana tell u is..dont use friends..when in need..den talk to them..when dont nid, jiu heck care them..and in return, they ask u something, ask for ur favour, you bu gan yan ans or help..or u need help..lke advice on relationship prob..or nid a listening ear..den come find us..we are nt ur tool..if..u dont treat us as frens..jiu dont come find us anymore..who will lke being used? now u got someone else liao, you dont give a damn to us..dont give a damn to inform us or wadeva, den get lost. hear me? (you shld noe who u are)

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9:34 AM

Morning =D ytdy no blog..cos nv come to sch...feeling so unwell these past few days..think noone knows wad my prob is? =.= me myself also gt prob understanding..bah..jus dont care..these few days i reli heck care abt myself le..de idea to die doesnt seems scary to me anymore =X hmm..i kind of wish i now nt feeling well will lead to big prob? and den bye bye to me? jus feel so tired of life..of projects..of jimmy ang..of nt feeling well...of worrying for this and dat...of quarrelling over small matter....of some ppl..of sch...tis time...when im nt feeling well...de one..who cares and take care of me..is my mom..can see she very worried abt me...thanks mummy..last time..it used to be hubbie who took care and worried for me..but tis time no le..mayb he is feeling unwell himself ba..+ he din slp at all the day b4..take care wor.. =) hmmx..gt a feeling my unwellness is caused by PK..mayb chiong too hard le? den result in body bu xi guan and cant tk it? bah..nt sure..well..doesnt matter anyway..keep wanting to vomit..c screen feel lke smashing de screen..make my head ache more..at least my hm monitor is dim? =X aaaa! dont bother anymore..sian..life doesnt seems meaningful...duno y few yrs back i love life alot..bah..

Hmm..on to PK stuff...lv ytdy le..lv 30..de day before im 29, ytdy im 30..by right..ytdy i shld have been 31..but i was at sea..earning money? WHEN MY SHIP SUNK! OMG!! sian bui...den i spend 2000G TO TP TO WHERE I DOCK MY SHIP! den from dere i spend 1000G TO SALVAGE MY SHIP! and i spend 980G TO REFUEL MY SHIP and 680G TO REPAIR MY SHIP! before i can set sail again...wah piang..reli reli suay sia....kana atk by sharks..here! i officially pledge myself TO HATE SHARKS FOREVER! TO BE THE FIRST ANTI-SHARK PLAYER IN PK! im gona to slay ALL of u someday..u wait! arrgh! return me my 4500G pls!!! oh ya..4gt to add in...I BUY A WHOLE CARGO OF COCONUT WINE! once cost 435G....i bought 24 OF THEM! and its ALL GONE WIF MY SHIP WHEN IT SUNK! aaaaaarrrgh! the sharks are just so nt friendly.....hate them!! hmph! WO GEN NI SHI BU LIANG LI!!! bt nvm...when i ask my buddy fren, the one who taught me how to trade, hw to go zehpyr isle w/o ship, he told me and knew my ship sunk...he bring me to salvage..and one rd..JUST ONE RD..and one hr is abt..20mins? i earn 10K..i was so happy again..felt as if my ship din sunk =X so happie dat i was so eager to tell hubbie and teach him! hehs..he salvage for me 2 rds..cos i cant salvage wif my ship..means i earn abt 20K! somemore he gimme 10K of his money sia..for wad i also duno =X diao..30K in awhile..gd eh? bt i guess he's rich..since he knows so many stuff =X den i jiu bu ke qi tk liao =X fan zhen he SM..dont nid so much money =X bah..den ytdy was my first time at opening a stall =D very fun..sold all my sashimi...den ytdy i te di go chop wood...and sell my wood for 120G each..lol..cos i gotto cut and run away frm treant..requires microing! and something happen when i was chopping wood...hehs..i was chopping a pine tree..when a guy come over to KS my tree..when there are reli so MANY trees ard..so angry =X but den..he trigger de notice of a treant..lol..and it slowly lumber over and the poor guy couldnt make it..one swipe of the treant's branch and he died =X lol! orbi..KS my tree..u wait long long...bleh! thanks to him =X im able to cut 1 more tree wif the treant distracted by him =X snatch somemore la..! hate all lance user in PK! except hubbie dat is =X and mei =X all lance user are no manners pl..they ks..and thy do it proudly =X whether isit explorer, SM or hunter..all KS! boo! hate em!!! nebermind =X someday! u will all know =X when im a voyager..u KS me once? i KS u 10! ha =D u sure lose me one =X i gt LB..i got beam! =D hehs..u wait long long..female char wont KS..dats nice..and the big guy wont KS..even if they did, they will say sorry..so wont angry somewhat..but one ting to note..Hunter are quite proud bah..gt once my party was fighting killershrooms..and theres a female hunter dere..we were fighting near her but didnt KS her..she say "could u all pls move further away? thanks..cos i dont want u to KS me.." bt we didnt even touch her once lo =X arr..nvm..nt my prob anyway..gt once i accidentally kill a mob a male hunter is hitting..i was gona say sorry when he say KS noob..den i ok lo~ i walk away..den i hit other mob..den another time is i hitting one mob..den he turn and hit my mob for the last hit..i diam diam liao..cos jus nw i accidentally killed his..den he say fking noob..and went off...i was lke huh?????? zzzz....so angry dat time lo...babaaah! but..if Ami KS me..i wont angry at all =D cos too cute le~ but then i nv met a Ami KS-ing me btw.. :p hehs..so Ami is gd..oh ya..back to topic..hmm~ ytdy hubbie call me early in da morning~ when i was still slping =X 8+ bah..den say "i dcided to compromise u in game..i play explorer too..so can work together..what do you tink?" i was slpy..so i reply wif a orh~ gd ar..den he say "bt i dont know what char i wan to use" i reply Ami...cos shes cute..den he say "What nick shld i use" i was lke diao =.=" he so cute sia..ask de tings so funie..lol..den i drag myself up frm bed..flip open de dictionary and look under de "C" column..cos his nicks are Charms, Curse, Check..so i tink get another C..so i found Chant..and he find it quite nice..and so dats it..den i wash face den go play..bt hubbie late den come in..cos he resting..den he come over my hse..i teach him hw to open 2 PK at the same time..den he learn le..and was so excited..lol..den we went to eat pizza together..after eating sick again...T_T den walk ard lot1..den feel abit better le..den hubbie ask me "i tink i cre8 another explorer on my other acct hor..den open both acct together..den i use my lv 41 sealmaster support my explorer play..wad u tink?" lol..he cre8 so many char le sia~~~ den i say ok lo~ nt bad wad~~ den he reach hm le he ask "bt i duno wad char to use" den i say use Lance lo..atho dont lke her..bt i abit dont lke gt 2 Ami in the party leh :p lidat lke zoo excursion lidat..lol~ boobooo~ den found ice lolly at cck pasar malam leh!! so happie! since so long ago at UT dere le jiu no more le..and its last yr de ting liao~~~ boo!

Just now went to ping's class dota..so long no play le..gt miss dota? hmm..i would say no..cos..duno y..dota nt appealing liao~ bt later..when de "new blood comes" den will excited again liao :p use VS again..so long no use le..first time play buy wrong item..shld buy 2 null before anything..but no..tdy learn new way of playing VS..quite gd sia in fact..buy helm..hmm~ can try lo..den cos 2v2 ma..den is -sp de..den i team wif marvin de fren..den ok lo..play..he "okok" la..hai hao..abt average bah~ =D den jm de team mate, marvin dc liao..bt we cont on..2v1..den he keep aim sniper..cos sniper life low bah...and no stun or wadeva..so kinda disadv against sb..den after dat whenever i saw sb wana bs sniper, i will blink..and we both gang him..den jm complain..say he look dwn on us..say we use tis kind of way play..he bu fu qi he die..den i ren long liao..before dat, my teammate tell me sb heading up..intending to bs me..den jm complain..i ren..i nv say anything..nw he complain i jitao say liao.."dota is lidat one u gua gua jiao for wad?" den he diam diam..super hate him..xiao bai lian..zzzz~ blog long liao..go le~ bb

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Tuesday, October 10, 2006
10:38 AM

heh..told ping i will upload our highly respected GM's pic =D Silvermoon:

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9:13 AM

Ytdy nite..i was so sian..noone noes how im feeling..cos im keeping my mouth shut tight =) told myself le..anything wan ren..dont chong dong den start another quarrel..bt i realise..de more i ren..de more unhappie i am..and ping once told me..de more u ren..when u explode will more cham..jus hope i wont explode..will jia you de..smile =)

I was very sian...nite time..i reach PK..i go tk my ship back frm shaitan port..make me bo bian..need to sail all de way back frm shaitan to argent..and hubbie ok very fast..i give up my chance of fishing and earning more money..i rather lv up =) so i sail all de way back to argent...got any idea how far isit? you can try someday..and im sorry for letting hubbie wait..bt i areadi try to make it afap le..den whn im abt to reach argent..mom came back with my dinner..i nidda go eat...i told hubbie..he says "...i need to wait wait wait..waste all my time waiting.." time wise..u got it more den me now..oni u need to divide it b/w wc..PK..and hmwk..me? i spend more den half de day in sch..doing stupid FYP..when all i did was slack at sch..cos? my stupid supervisor nv help? bks de codes dont work? online dont have? Mr son no drop by? Lab ppl all duno C#? C# new language? hais..oni ting i look forward to my day is at night..when i can PK..one more ting..my partner do nth? oni do de simple layout dat i spend 15 mins can finish all de pages? den i say ok..dont eat..i go silvermine dere wait for u..when i reach i ask him quite a number of times "where are you?" finally he say he inside de mine..i went in..and i lag..i died w/o me knowing..he say "i duno y u keep wanting to come here fight when u not strong enough" at msn jus nw..u say i look dwn on u..when i did not..you nv look dwn on me when u say dat sentence meh? I can fight..i noe i can..dats y i go..who will lke to die? den after my dinner i come back..u say follow u..u bring me go a place gd for training.."yours" training it seems to me..i wasted 400G(can earn back easily) to tp twice to Andes Forest..dere..he bring me to fight tortise..at lv 35..i was tinking "400g just for 2 lv lower den mudmonster?" and lv 35 mobs silver mine also gt..the moleminer or something lidat..bats oni lv 31? den exp lke so little? 200+ exp? u earn 600+ cos i told u b4...different lv party together, the lower one will leech lesser exp..u blieve me? i dont tink u did..owaes say i dont blieve u..u? did u? dat time party together wif u, mei and other ppl go fight kangaroo..my mei super sian..cos? exp leech so little..bt u dont know did u? cos u dont blieve wad i say? u blieve the "GM" or whoever told u? it was so lucky dat i was within 5 lvls range of urs..and i leech de same exp frm u..poor thing for my mei..den u realise i leech low u ask me tp back? ok..i tp..500G is nth..900G easy earn back..chill..den i made my way to silvermine..u say u go toilet..den u say u sell tings..den i was happily fighting away myself =D 907 exp..907..nine hundred and seven exp..u noe hw much isit? normal mob? 300+..it was den..i realise..i lke solo-ing..in silvermine..i can earn much much more den in party..when i told u in party u need to hit different mob..so everyone's exp + together is alot...party hit same mob? if 500exp, each leech 100exp..alot? if 5 ppl hit different mob..500exp each..total will be 2500exp..divide among 5 ppl? each will get 500exp in jus one rd of fighting..get it? its way way more..bt when i walk away to solo? u scold me..u can lv easily..u gt tink for me? i oni gt nite time...i NEED to chiong at nite time..to gain lv..wads my aim? u noe? to be one of da best voyager ard..highest lv is 59..im only at 28! i need to chiong..so i cant waste a single precious time at nite..princess hour is areadi my biggest sacrify le..no more..ytdy waste time walking and tp-ing ard...if we just stayed in silvermine, i would hv lv up dat night..bt u dont blieve i could do it..i show u..by soloing mudmonster w/o a single dmg and earning 907 exp in the process...u blieve me now rite? my bar jus shoot to near half in a short time..2 corals is more den enough to lv up le..and i dont tink it needs an hr? when i say i chiong somemore..later den slp..is cos i dont nid rush in the morning..bt when u say u help me..i very an wei u noe? tink u noe ya? i was reli so tired and sian liao..bt i still wana train..to catch up on those lost exp dat night..u say u help me..i was so happie..willing to 4get everything dat happened dat night..i told u "jus used up my 2 corals..by then, if haven lv up..den nvm..dont nid chiong..i morning play on will do.." its just wad i ask from u? each coral 900 energy..one LB cost 8 energy..one coral can use abt 112 LB..one mob in silvermine needs 5 LB..abt 20+ mobs jiu finish 1 coral le? jus need wad? an hr? an hr half? spare me an hr cnt? i help u get dat pearl frm king clam..i stay up an hr later..to help u..tk..among all de frusration dat others get first? i complain? no i didnt..u willing to spare an hr for me? no u are nt..i areadi kept quiet le..nt wishing to say anyting..together wif the feelings at ytdy night..i all kept inside..tears in my eyes..bt i nv let even one single drop fall dwn..feelings in my heart all push me to near madness? i wana shout..wana cry out loud..wana shout at u..wana blame u..wana shoot everything at u..bt i didnt did i? i compromise by keeping quiet..u saw my effort? at phone..u ask me to say..i dont want..u keep ask me say..i say..u say i cos of game stuff i blame u..so u tell me...shld i say or shld i not in future? i do wad wad also wrong isnt it? i understand u need to train wc..tis coming sat is ur compie...bt u gt time to lv ur herbalist 5 more lv..bt mine? u say u party..and u afk dere..i was tinking gt so gd party let u stand dere leech exp? bt mayb is gt bah..oni i dont know..i was using u as a tool..i didnt ask u or expect u to help me in de first place did i? did i say "laogong, help me play to lv 29 hor by tml morning" did i? i jus say i play myself? you say wad? u help me..end up u didnt? if u cant? tell me..i can stay up an hr later..to play..and slp half an hr later nx morning..can de..anyting i also can compromise..but y u cant and yet u say u help me? my an hr exp gone..tonight i need to chiong an hr more? dont say i use u as a tool..dont say im lke my fren's bf..im not..i didnt expect u to play..didnt expect anything out of u in game..nothing at all..didnt even expect u to party with me..much less help me lv? or buying me stuff? speaking of buying me stuff...you rmb wad u say at start? u wan earn lots of money buy me stuff? when i say i dont nid? money i earn easily..much much more easily den u..altho i didnt want u buy..dont expect u buy..u say u wan buy? end up u saving tis and dat money for ur items? wad if i reli expect u buy? or i put in hopes on wad u say? am i to be disappointed again? is it lucky dat i dont nid u buy anything? nt a single sms at nite le..i areadi kept quiet..cos i noe u bz..and dont want u feel dat smsing me at night is a chore..i force u to do it..or u are forced to do it and u've got no freedom..did i spare a thot for u? did u spare a thot for me? i didnt bring my jacket ytdy..altho i nv want u bring it here..even if u want i also will reject..couldnt u say i bring it to u? instead u say "too bad my card no more money..if not i will bring it to u.." u care abt ur money more den me feeling cold here? or mayb u dont know de cold in blk S NYP? jus a statement of concern and care difficult for u? "darling, i bring jacket to u ok?" so difficult? altho i will reject..but the sweetness and care is dere..the warmth of ur caring ur sentence..im reli at a lost of words to say...jus going off le..spend an hr typing tis stupid blog post...sian..and u said..u wan play when im at sch..ritz..if...you have played in the night..and if.. i morning c my lv increase le..and u play wc when im in sch...cant? at least morning i wont feel disappointment? haiz..no matter now..im gona train Yunie myself le..no more help..no more wadeva..no more help frm u..dont want make u feel stress ya? lke its a chore to help me all dat.. =) jia you on your sealmaster bah..may u be one of da best =) and one of the highest lv..in anchor =) and btw..dere are ppl playing sealmaster liao..top ranking list..and hehs..jus saw lv 62 voyager in rank 4..tink i will nv be able to reach dere ba..hate FYP..hate being a student..9 sealmaster in top 100 ranking list..quite alot eh? 15 voyager..ah..i expected more..bt its areadi quite a competition le =) hehs..nvm..shun qi zi ran..and dont get it wrong..i nv:
  1. expect you to help me lv
  2. use u as a tool
  3. expect u buy stuff for me
  4. expect you to bring jacket for me
  5. nv flame you

oh ya..pt 5..u say "i dont know hw to charge coral..u come hm charge urself ba"..i say "you bu ke neng play when im in sch..at most let u last an hr(or plus) den no more corals left liao..den u duno hw to charge..also gotto stop there" and u say i flamed you..which i didnt? is u say you dont know hw to charge..den i den say my thots out? now become all my fault..? i shldnt sad? shldnt feel disappointment? i felt all tis u say i use u as a tool? reli duno wad u want frm me...reli felt lke crying..but i ren? cos u dont lke me cry? and its at sch? it hurts reli..ya know? i oni wish u will:

  1. spare me an hr or(plus)?
  2. give me a statement of concern and care?
  3. blieve me?

what i did ytdy?

  1. i trust you ytdy nite by following you to the spot where you say "best for my training and ownage exp"
  2. i trust you when you say u will help me play

i did trust you didnt i? =) hope ya know eh? and if u say i dont understand you..or u tink i malign u..or u tink i put words in your mouth..kindly tell me =) or tink i expect too much frm u? tell me too..so tired..going break le....

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Monday, October 09, 2006
5:15 PM

finally...thanks to qp..i finally found tui hou MV liao...hahaha!!! HEBE & JAY! Enjoy =D lol..


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1:04 PM

this are few pics of maple i've made at the here.. =D tis are used to display my moods at MSN!!! hahahaha~

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this ish me angry! lols..

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this is me cold w/o bring jacket!! (lke tdy T__T)

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this ish me happie =D too bad maple dont have a smiling face

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this ish me hungry =( c the egg on the frying pan? =(

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this ish when im missing hubbie T___T

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this ish me when im sad =( and the hammer is for knocking my head..for scolding myself for being sad =(

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this ish sleepy pic =X hur! c the pillow and u will know =X

ritz..these are pics i made for fun:

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lol...tis pic i was laughing when i made it..lol

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first pic made :p cute rites?

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2nd pic made :p hehs

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Ninja!!

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my fav! :p

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Merry Christmas :p lol!

ok~ dats it~ bt dont be mistaken! im not a mapler =D oni find tis creating char fun =D im a PK-er =D oh btw~ i wana wear a ring wif hubbie T__T but hubbie hw also dont want buy one for me T_T cos i lost 2 rings le..wooo~~ bad hubbie T_T sadded...bleh! =( boo! and diana told me she add pw in her blog le =D hope i rmb de pw ba :p

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10:08 AM

hees! i lv up tis morning..so im on to lv 28..hubbie heal me while i hit..SilverMine is a GREAT place to lv up..super high exp...each mob 400+ exp..Mud Monster lv 39..finally can c liaos..ben lai c is lv ??? de..lol..feel so gd sia..i dread reaching lv 30....T___T bt i wana reach lv 30 too..how sia...hen mao dun leh...lv 30 costume no nice...crab leh....bt hope is other ppl wear ugly i wear nice =X booo! self-consolation...booo! lv 40 is lobster =X de more uglier..yucks....lv 50 is duckie i think...quite nice bah..shld be...*pray*..lol! bt anyway..Yunie lv lke abit slow liao leh..been bz making money...tis morning den did some serious training..jus give everything i've got..keep hit..kip tank..dont wana waste a single precious time..den end up kana scolded by hubbie..cause i keep tank..den he scared i die..den i realise ya hor..if i kip lidat end up i die, i lose exp more cham...den i play "hit and run" tactic =X lol..hees..gona do my story quest le..i need my skill pts..to learn hw to set up stall..nid to sell my sashimi...stomach nt feeling well..feel lke buying new clothes..new shoes..the craze come again liao :p and i havent bought my jumpers..tis week mus save lots liao..eat one meal at sch can le..den after dat ren all da way till hm..save lots! hehs..jus borrow another 2 VERY THICK DragonLance bks..hmms..nice leh..story goes lke tis:
Party consist of:
  1. Tanis, half elf-half human. Leader of the group. Able to use bow and sword.
  2. Flint, dwarf. Use axe
  3. Raistlin, mage. Weak and fraile body.
  4. Caramon, "muscle"man. Brother of Raistlin. He cares and fears Raist only. Uses strength.
  5. Goldmoon, Healer. Strong-willed princess whose tribe is destroyed by dragonians.
  6. Riverwind, warrior. Loves Goldmoon and is loyal to Tanis.
  7. Tas, Kender. Gd at picking locks and giving headaches to other members.

Solace is underrun by highseekers..who are looking for a blue staff. Goldmoon held the blue staff..They decided to go to the place where the staff is found and find out more abt the staff which everyone wants. On the way, they met draconians, warriors who turn into stone when die..and later on turn to dust..They fight dead warriors..Goldmoon and Riverwind's tribe was destroyed..Met dragons..Enter elves homeland..and had to deal with betrayal..They sought to defeat the Queen of Darkness..and let the true gods shine.

Mayb u all wont find it nice la..bt its very gosu to me :p similar to wc..so i can understand quite well actualie..hees..jus back frm brunch nt long..ate yong tau foo...eeeks! very full..cant finish..blehs..chou ping..ask me eat so many stuff de food..boo her =X BOOO! break time i call hubbie..hear his voice make me v gd mood :p hees..

Diana de relationship over le..she made bad guy..who flirt ard wif girls and lies to her...if me diana, i sure angry dao max de..angry liao den sad bah..T_____T xiaoqi and diana keep say guys bu ke kao..guys fan jian..guys cnt be trusted..eeeks! but im willing to trust hubbie.. =D hubbie reli gd to me..and we made a promis..we go to tell each other if we like other ppl..i blieve he will keep his promis.. :p muackies! hubbie say tis sunday pei wo go bugis..ytdy no go bugis cos no money..cos haze den hubbie abit nt feeling well...and stay hm PK..learn sea commerce stuffs..earn quite alot? nt sure yet..try out tonite and c hw bah :p bt no matter, it will be better den to fight mobs and tk de drops to sell..jus fish ard will be beta :p hees..and mayb i can learn to sail to other city...so save my 500G teleporting fees bah :p blehs..heard frm ping dat she won her bf in dota..lol! congrats eh~ 4 kills and 1 death..nt bad la.. =D bt i tink wont win again so easily le..cos mayb he tinking he playing wif u..and he noe ur standard..so dont tk it seriously.. :p mahjong lke no chance liao leh..no ppl wana play..T___T oni mei, ping and me nia..blehs..reli so long no play le..4gt to bring jacket to sch sia..gona freeze T_T sadded..blehs! den hubbie say "tink mus ask my mom buy one tin of brain tonic stuff for u liao" bleh! nw he saying me stupid! T__T saddie...booo ta =X sch starts le..alot of ppl liaos..16 Oct will have more ppl ba =D and thy look kinda excited sia..lols..new term..bt we look sian.. T_T FYP bored! and no gd =X boo! hmph hmph hmph! hate FYP! blehsss!! hope tdy wont miss snowager again liaos :p hehheh~~ ritz~ i go read read liao =D bbyes!

*oh ya..i've ss one pic of SilverMoon tis morning =D at night then i upload again =D*

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