> Shrouded in darkness;

~~Wednesday, August 30, 2006~~

8:24 PM

oh yea!!! Jay gt new song!! very nice~~ new album i oso gt le..bt din reali hear alot..this one very nice..he sing wif Fei Yu Qing one.. :: Qian Li Zhi Wai :: Super nice!! i find a way to post on my blog~ =D bt i mean is jay sing until very nice la..den the music and the beats all dat gosu!!! oni he can make a music lidat sia~ n jus nw dota wif mt =.= i get razor first game..i can first blood one =.= bt i din tk notice of his life till he run..den i realise i can chain lightning and tk first blood.. =.= zzz~~ den ns chase me at top lane..past the first tower..i one more hit die le..he also..den i my ulti shock him and he die first..lol..den he quit after dat =.= zzzz...dat game nv finish..cos mt dc..den 2nd game i tk razor..den mt dc again =.= 3rd game i dont pick first..owaes i first to pick =.= den i slow de outcome is: Razor kana taken..zzz...den i stick back to vs...long time no use le..quite louji liao..bt manage to kill quite abt 5..den die abt 5 or 6 times =.= cos i swap..den let team mate kill..bt opponent kill wo also.. =.= c i so wei da =.= zzz~~ jus eat mac~ very full~ jus call hubbie also~ he still doing his pjt outside..hope he dont tire himself out...hmmm...i go le~ bbyes

Will you ever notice me...

10:10 AM

These few days no meet hubbie~ kinda miss him de~ T_T been playing gb and dota whole day..cant find ele TD games..hmm~ gb i off form~ T_T dota i okok as owaes~ wa~ gt once hor~ i very angry~ kana scold by team mates..is lke i wana die le~ den i run, enemy cyclone me up..den i come dwn i cfm hit one..to defend myself ma..rather den i die running..den b4 dat is my team hit it to red life de..den i come dwn i hit den intend to run..i wana hit is minus the life more..to let them kill easily..bt ha~! he say dont think of ksing. gd lor! i damn angry den nv reply. their team 2 ppl..2 leavers..den our team 4 ppl. they say actuali is 2v3 cos i useless. First time play against warlock, new hero wad thy wan me to do? the demon hunter oso useless one. think he very gd? i saw beta user den him. i wan red life le. dh chase till tower there. den he expect me help. i cant lor. i will die..den i back let him hit himself la. den he scold me. i was lke huh??? u rather i die den u kill la? so im gona sacrifice myself for ur kill? my atk oni so low..haven plus any shit..no mana..cant chain lightning..so crap! another time is he gang by 2 heroes he still fight until shuang shuang..i yellow life go in help him..(c i so gd -.-) den the warlock summon golem leh~ wa piang..he come dwn den stun us..den am died..left me..i of cos run rite? wif 2 heroes and a golem attacking me. den kana scolded again =.= piang..save myself gt wrong la? wad for i kill den i die..AI can la..i will lidat play..bt real ppl leh..sian liao lor..den my team ask de host whether he has kick on..den can kick me..den i very angry..i walk to enemy base there hor..i left my maelstrom dere..cos i oni gt one item..i go straight to maelstrom le..den i quit game..after dat i very regret..y didnt i go spend my 1000+ gold go buy smth else den left there also...lidat i quit will spread equally among others leh..sian..forgot le..zzzzzz

den ytdy ar..i play new mode leh..-wtf and likeasqeal mode..lol..-wtf mode is no mana cost and no cooldwn..can spam spells..bt for ppl lke silencer, zeus sure win liao..one keeep silence..another keep wrath can liao..gt once, we 5 ppl at fountain..den zeus keep ulti..we all die together sia..fountain cant even heal us..zzz =.= if gt lidat team mate hen sian..den likeasqeal mode is cant talk at all..nt even one "A".. :D lol...u talk u die..i forgt leh..i blink and type cw..cos he going to mid..i wana warn ma..den i die =.= diao..booOOOO!! bt fun la..lol...so funie..i wana go play also le :p waaa~ feel lke eating cookies.....and xiao long bao~~ T_T wooo!! hubbie spoil wo le~ bleh! miss you lots!! bbyes!

Will you ever notice me...

~~Sunday, August 27, 2006~~

7:01 PM

These few days kinda sad sad de~ hais~ duno y leh =.= i mus recall wad tings i shift or wad i eat or wad i said le =.= luck so suay~ n i tink i finally know whr my iPod gone to le~ or shld rightly say why isit missing le..hmm~ quite sad actually..my 800+ songs all inside...i took so many years to make my iPod into dat...even if i gt a new one..wont be happy also ba..wad matters is the songs..nt the iPod..hais..gone le..all gone to nth le...hais...

Wana go cut hair..bt no time..n dear nt dere to pei wo...T_T he's sleeping nw..lke a P I G! bt den he so many days no sleep le~ jiu hao hao sleep ba~ muackies hubbie~ Miss you lots!

Just watch Wang Zi Bian Qing Wa~ Jun Hao so gd...Even if Tian Yu keep rejecting him, he still went.. :D gd guy eh~ dats wad is call true love :p is what hubbie did to me dat time.. :p so sweet :p

Jus discover SCV gt ai qing mo fa shi...bleh~ doesnt look lke its nice =.= zzzz..altho is still 183 de ppl act de la..bt quite diff~ i lke wzbqw de ming dao..cos he more funie n more cute..lol..n i dont lke de lead girl also...hmm..=.= ok~ so picky...bleh!! verry hungry~ where's my dinner!?!?!?!?

I want go game le~ cyaaa..hubbie muackiesS!! he jus call me say he wakie le :p hur~~ zhu~~

Will you ever notice me...

~~Wednesday, August 23, 2006~~

1:14 PM

rite~ tues's entry:

eh~ wanted to study one~ but study 2 hrs jiu give up le~ den go bnet find CG play..den found Element TD play~ wan find dota play..bt dont hv -ar..i oni wan play -ar..bleh! -ap no nice~ whole day playing ele td n dota oni..lol..hen shuang sia..den after dat on pokemon vcd watch =.= frm beginning~ den study n watch at same time~ den eat mt ask me wan dota ma..den go in play~ lose lo~ gt one super very attitude de ppl leh! he's yellow!! n he's dragon knight!! den he keep chiong to die~ if he alone lidat do nvm leh! bt hor!! he ask his team mates(us) to go wif him leh =.= zzz~~ he keep say gogogogo~ whn deres so mani heroes and their items are more gosu den ours..den lvl higher oso~ den creeps so mani oso~ keep say gogogogogo....i was lke wad de....those situation still gogogogo~ den happie la~ go~ all die..left mt oni..whn he say gogogo, we nv go, he will scold~ say nt first time playing dota rite?? n "this is the game whr there is no pushing"..please leh~ we die so mani times..den feed too much~ den thy farm fast...mayb he tinks we go, we die, we gt do our job =.= zzz!! i dont dare scold at first..scared is mt's fren..bt after dat found out hes nt mt's fren i very regret no shout at him =.= zzz~~ sian half liao =.= bleh~ den nite time play an -ar game~ gt razor~ den gang gang hao me on fone wif hubbie~ so he told me hw to play~ waaa!!! i bcome de best player in dat game..lol~~ bt i died once la~ dat once is i dont care him..cos very tired liao =.= den i gt 11-1..double kill once.. =.= first time sia~ razor wif hubbie's combination of items very gosu~~ den i nw wana train razor jiu hao le~~ =D vs go rest first =p its de first time i c wad hero i oso nt scared..=D first time..i go top lane at scourge..den i go first time hor i jiu nv go back base liao..cos i dont nid heal n dont nid replenish mana..den i hit into base le den make a trip back~ can dunnit de..bt i oni gt boots n ror sia..den go back buy le den chiong i find very waste time~ is no nid heal leh~ den my gold store until 4000+..dne dont wana go back one =.= bt aiya~ gold so much oso no use..den go back lo.. earlier on i play -ar game i gt tiny wor~ i oso nt reli scared wad la~ bt i dont dare go alone..razor i dare..cos strong =D tiny i gd oni whn wif other ppl.. first time use..bt one of the highest kill in de game ish me =D weee~~ haaa~ shuang~ i tink ytdy i super lucky~ =p bt i gb gb very off form =.= play few rds jiu stop le~ =D

today(wed) is a verrry special day~~ happie birthday and i miss ya~ hubbie n me hen miss ya de wor =D muackies~

Will you ever notice me...

~~Monday, August 21, 2006~~

10:59 AM

Hao nar~~ hubbie complain i no write bloggie le =p so bz ma~~ n so much stuffs to do~~ =p i've gt loads of games to play neh~~
My list of tings to do:

Dota
GB
WC3
NFS:MW
Magna Carta
Winning Eleven
Roller Coaster Tycoon 3
3 WC storybks
Wang Zi Bian Qing Wa
Dynasty Warriors

Aren't i bz???? hurrr~~top 4 is play wif hubbie de~~ very fun~ ytdy ar~ we play -dm mode neh~~ so fun~ my most fav mode of all~~ lol~~ den 2nd last hero i took SS..EEEKKK!! no use one in late game~ oni can hit tower~ den i let him die~~ den tio SandKing!! lol~ nice~ bt hor~ i jus come out~ walk until river dere jiu win le~ -.- i din even kill a single creep jiu end liao =.= bleh!! de new AI version super diff~~ =.= very clever~~ will bs n gb de!! booo! jus read dearie hubbie de bloggie!~~ He took my pic whn im slping~ SO UGLY!!! bleh!! den he post also neh~~ booo! T_T woo~~~ still dare put~~ wooo~~ T_T huai ren.....n my ipod missing still...dont know whr i put...T_T diaos =.= cant find~ wana listen songs also cant....T_T heartpain...my bao bei lai de..haisss!!! hubbie no reply wo leh~~~ duno he overslept or bz at sch le~~ bleh!! =p kkays!! bbyes!

Will you ever notice me...

~~Monday, August 14, 2006~~

12:55 PM

heh heh heh~~ its been so long since i posted..hmm..Ytdy i went rollerblading wif my family and relatives..all 4 of us gt fall down =.= my tang jie fell twice..lol..my tang di very wu gu..lol..cos my tang jie wan fall down den she grab him ma..den he unbalance and fell too..lol..my mei fell dwn cos she look dwn at her rollerblade and lost balance..me fell cos i c my tang jie fell den i very gan jiong..n i duno hw to brake wor..so i hold on to the lamppost n wana stop dwn ma..den my spd too fast le..den instead of slowing dwn, i swing one rd ard de lamppost and fall down =.= heng is on grass..and heng i gt wear palm and knee de paddings..=.= bleh leh!! den gt ppl cycle past ma~ den keep ooohhh!!!! =X make wo so paiseh..lol..bt very funie la..hurr!!! den miss hubbie also~ den 4gt to bring hp out..den v scared hubbie scold wo..heng no =X so happie =p hurr~

Sat hmm~~ unhappie day nar...T_T quarrels worr~~ T_T sad sad sad~~ so dont wana say~~ dont want rmb unhappie stuff~~ kkays!! dats all =p so short entries mainly is cos i wana go gbgb le~~ lol..paiseh~ bbyes

Will you ever notice me...

~~Friday, August 11, 2006~~

12:27 AM

wake up at 7:28 and wakie hubbie up for WCG..den bth go back slp..bt i keep waking up n cant slp leh..nervous abt smth..den at 8:40+ i realise wad it was..i set alarm at 7:28 bt den i din set my own alarm at 8:45!! wa~! bt heng..heng my brain knew i 4gotten n refuse to go back to slp..if nt exam GG! den comm skills paper was alright..all i studied one came out..teacher's tips is nice sia..bt den ICT paper..First 3 Qns i duno hw to do..Qn 4 full marks..others CMI....T_T Qn 12 i get abt 10 marks nia...Qn 13 i get full marks except for the last part(e) i leave blank..wa piang..siao liao lo....gone liao my ICT..dun wana repeat dat sia....T_T went to borrow WC bks again :p my sch library gd sia..lol..den after exam hubbie call wo..say he lost to toddy at quarter-finals..den he no mood and threw it on me wor..he lost control again le..T_T woo..bt my attitude also nt gd nar..cos i jus exam over..n stressing over my paper..n headache..so giv him attitude also..sorrie wor hubbie..den go his hse pei him~ den tk care him :p make him shu fu shu fu~ den ask him cook mee fen for me~ his cooking ish nice nice!! den coax him go slp..bt he dont want T_T wooo..den i go hm alone..cos i can c he look sooo tired...ok~ im supposed to be studying nw.. :p hubbie wan piak wo le..bt!! deng deng hor~~ i wana summarise the WC bks i read so far~ here goes:

Days of the Dragons(okok oni):
The orcs capture de DragonQueen and used her to breed small dragons and train em to fight for the horde..Krasus, a red dragon in human disguise, send Rhonin(a human mage) on a mission to free de DragonQueen..Vereesa(an elf ranger), was to accompany him to the port where Rhonin will set sail..Bt she din turn back..Cause they will attack by dragons and the port was destroyed..So thy took a ride wif the Gryphons..Bt halfway to Khanz Modans, thy were attack by 2 red dragons..3 gyrphons vs 2 dragons..gyrphons shld hv won..bt den cause thy were carrying more weight on them den usual(2 person to one gryphon) so thy were kinda clumsy in their flight..one gyphon died..it was carrying a dwarf and Rhonin..the dwarf died too..Bt Rhonin was rescued by the legendary dragon whom all thought was dead long ago..DeathWing..DeathWing used him to lure the orcs out..and the motive of DeathWing is to kill the DragonQueen..Krasus meanwhile, contact the 5 great aspects of the world, another 4 dragons, including DragonQueen, will make it 5 aspects..the 4 aspects lure DeathWing away while Krasus freed the DragonQueen..Then all 5 aspects fought with DeathWing..Aided by Rhonin, who destroyed the Demon Soul and restored all powers back to the 5 Great aspects..DeathWing is injured and escaped..The orcs were defeated.

Lord of the Clans(super nice!):
The humans found a baby orc and adopted him and trained him to be a fighter, their slave..The human who found the orc is call Blackmoore and he named the baby orc, Thrall(which means slave). He trained Thrall to be a superb warrior. Bt he called Thrall monster, ugly beasts and slap him whenever he feels like it. He also taught Thrall hw to read..His motive is to make Thrall lead an army of orcs to oppose(betray) the Alliance. Thrall made friends wif a girl name Tari..Blackmoore had a hobby of asking Thrall fight wif other warriors in a gladiator ring..n he would bet on Thrall winning..Thrall hadnt disappoint him until one day, Blackmoore put Thrall through 9 consecutive rounds of fight. Thrall fought until the 8th round and turn around facing Blackmoore wif unspoken pleas, pain, and exhaustion in his eyes and collaspe on the ground. Blackmoore understood. Bt he gave the signal for Thrall to continue fighting. Thrall forced himself to stand up and face his enemy..he lost..with a spear through his shoulders..he was carried off the ring and he lay in his room, awaiting healers..as they always came. He expected Blackmoore to praise him for going through so many rounds..and altho he lost, he blieved that Blackmoore did c his effort. Blackmoore came. He told Thrall the healers will come. Bt he would let Thrall suffer more before that. Then he kick and hit Thrall wif Thrall already injured with the spear through his shoulder..Thrall was betrayed by his own master. After Blackmoore finished wif him, Blackmoore ask those who had lost money to have come in and have their share of hitting Thrall too..(heartless man isnt he? i hate him )= ) Tari helped Thrall escaped..Thrall went to find his own people..But he was captured and send to camp..but he escaped again wif the help of other orcs in the encampment..Then, he met Grom Hellscream, a chieftain of Warsong Clan..Hellscream told Thrall that he belong to the FrostWolves Clan..And Thrall set off to find his own clan..and he found. There, he was trained into a Shaman. And he plan to release the captured orcs in all the encampments..He was introduce to Doomhammer, a respected chieftain of other clan, and his late father's best friend. Doomhammer, Hellscream and Thrall then devised a plan to release all the orcs..Meanwhile Blackmoore had discovered Tari helped Thrall to escaped..Tari was Blackmoore's mistress..Doomhammer's army den stomp to the 4th encampment and fought to release the orcs..they succeeded..bt Doomhammer died..Before he died, he passed the warchief position to Thrall..Thrall inherited Doomhammer's famous armour and warhammer. Thrall den lead his army to negotiate with Blackmoore and ask him to release all the orcs and he would stop fighting. Blackmoore answered by throwing the head of Tari down on the floor at him. Thrall was furious and ordered the attack on Blackmoore's fortress. 2000+ orcs vs 1000+ humans, the orcs won. Thrall had told his army nt to hurt women and children. And spare those who did not attack them. These people were released with provisions and weapons to shield themselves. Then Thrall send one of the officer in Blackmoore's army to send a proposal to King Terenas(King of the Human Alliance) to release all the orcs and the orcs will be willing to trade and live in peace wif them.

kkays..end of story~ read Thrall de story i feel like crying..Blackmoore is a heartless cruel gay!! hmph!!! i go study le~~ bbyes!

Will you ever notice me...

~~Wednesday, August 09, 2006~~

11:49 PM

wa...tired...tired....tired...T_T wake up at 11+..bt still so tired..T_T den 5+ we go out meet our relative go watch fireworks le..bt the fireworks worth watching la~ its nice..de ending is superb also.. :D lotsa golden stuff~ n lke rain lidat de as well as powder-like fireworks..guess hubbie c le cfm hapie one :p pity its soo short~ bt tis time its lke nth..cos hubbie nt dere wif me~ i hope nx year de NDP can go watch wif hubbie..will be so much more nicer.. :p no meet hubbie tdy..so sad n miss him soo lots lots..bt i nt feeling too well..so when hubbie call me i nv talk much..my stomach bu shu fu..head bu shu fu also..n gt breathing difficulty...T_T bt c le go hm still nidda study for the exam tml...T_T den i study until slp lo =.= boooo~~~ den wake up on msn get lab ans frm Chloe..fri nid de lab ans for exam~ after friday i sure very very very shuang one~ gona enjoy myself to da max le!!! wahahahaa~ den whn release result time den start worrying again :p tink will fail one module..oni duno which one...T_T mayb 2..network n infotainment =.= zzzz~~~ hope nt ba...dont wish to repeat dat liao :X bleh!! especially network T_T save wo baaah!!! i go off le..n tdy hubbie oni reply 2 of my msg...one is "nice"..another one is "yes"..feeling so sad...hais..bt mayb he bz training for tml WCG ba..cant blame him also~ duno he feeling nervous ma..hope he perform his best~ lose nvm..as long as he did his best can le..so i dont disturb him n let him train ba~ bbyes~ muackies hubbie~ jia you!

Will you ever notice me...

~~Tuesday, August 08, 2006~~

11:34 PM

heh!! had a GREAT day tdy leh!! hubbie bring wo go sing k-ster!~~ den we GG in dere leh~~ lol...can c hubbie sooo shock~~ lol....weee!! nx time try again!! hurr!!! de feeling so fun n nice :p den after dat hubbie buy zhu long bing n lian yong biscuit for me~~ den we go fullerton hotel dere meet his frens..din noe dat de ger who like him before gt go..so go dere c her so surprise..den hubbie oso nv tell wo..my side de fren he all noe leh..his side de i all duno..so insecure de feeling...bt i go dere no jealous or wad lo..jus normal :D feeling hen sian..wan fireworks faster start..T_T bt so slow..bt de place hen hao~ air conditioned..lol..so nt hot at all..very cold in fact~ den i read wc bks dere..waaa~~ thrall so kelian~ until he escape de stupid heartless blackmoore den he reli turn into a very gd orc..den read until thy go free de other orcs frm encampment..so nice..den thrall turn into a shaman..can control de wind, fire, water, earth and wild spirits..wee~ li hai neh!! den doomhammer died..dat part very sad..he pass his warchief position to thrall..he reli gosu! wooo!!! den after dat reach hm within an hr leh~ n train nt pack at all!! so nice~!! den at train i keep teasing hubbie abt gg tinggies~ lol..he so shy n paiseh~~ lol~~ hen cute~ den had alot of fun at train :p weee~~ aiya!! summary: FUN day!! :p happie!! oh~ btw~~! Sg fireworks reali nth one~ oni de golden part and multi-colored part and de finale nice..others no special stuff le.. =.= italy at least gt blue fireworks sia....=.= duno fri n sat hubbie can bring wo go ma~~ france n duno wad country de :p bt can c one i areadi hao happie le :p weee!! kkays~ bbye~ i go copy notes le~ hubbie waiting for me to slp! bbyes!!!

Will you ever notice me...

~~Monday, August 07, 2006~~

12:10 AM

heh!!!! hubbie keep call me early in da morning n wakie me wor~~ first call cant wakie me~ 2nd call can le :p bad bad~~ keep wakie wo~ den wakie le play bishibashi wif mei..lol..hen fun..bt after dat headache le..T_T den go out dat time head giddy and it hurts..wana vomit too..nt feeling well..den call hubbie come dwn fetch wo..he came le~ den help me carry my heavy baggie..cos i bring notes over to copy..den he take care me dere~ ask me rest rest~ den help wo massage..den make me hen shu fu..until he ren wu ke ren den gg wo~ huai ren.. bleh!! den after dat i straight went to slp le..very tired..hubbie lemme slp..den he wakie me after abt 2 hrs lidat..den ask me go study le~ T_T woo~ n ball ball de leg pain pain again..hopping ard wif 3 legs..c le so heartpain..c him i cant even smile..so worried for him..haiss...T_T duno wad i can do leh..T_T i c thy help him massage le more worst..if nv massage still can c him walk quite okok..massage le he started hopping hard le..T_T wooo....den copy until 8+ lidat hubbie bring wo go eat eat~ den buy bubble tea den walk hm..hao happie~ :p den at life hubbie baddie~ jus drink so sweet de strawberry ice blended le den muack wo~ make my face so sweet~ later ants come find wo :p lol..den i make his neck sweet n sticky also :p lol~~ den reach hm le ben lai say hao wana AT de..bt hubbie too tired le~ so we stop after one rd vs com de..den let hubbie restie~ den i copy notes n play neopets..den my cousin semme fireworks italy de video..wa..so envious sia..if watch dere cfm very nice..italy fireworks de colours soo nice!! tues is sg de~ fri n sat also gt..is france n duno wad country..wana go leh..bt many ppl...scared squeeze until bu shu fu den nt feeling well all dat..okie~ finale!! here comes de videos :p (extracted frm my cousin's frenster):

this one is first part of italy fireworks..

This is part 2..this part is mostly surprises de.. :p suddenly pop out de..
kkays~ all these are duno whn de~:

This one isnt much la..some normal stuffs..

the top 2 very nice~! quite high..
dats all :D goin to slp le~ hubbie naggie le~ :p muacks hubbie! bbyes

Will you ever notice me...

~~Sunday, August 06, 2006~~

12:03 AM

bad mood tdy..damn sian..owaes cos of lame stuff make de day so bad..money..zzz...he keep bringing up dat issue...which always spoils my day..n its nt i dont want give him money..is he need to tk frm me when he needs to return it...sian..hais..i seldom buy nail polish one..tdy nan de...after rushing pjts..after rushing for tests...i gt time come out shop shop~ wana paint nails..so buy nail polish..bt..heh~ its meant to be a bad moodie day for me la..den saw pirates file..lke it alot..reli lke dat show lots..bt cant mention it alot to hubbie...cos he okok oni..wheneva i started on pirates he will lke hais...so cant say much..n tdy gt once i bu xiao xin say smth abt pirates den i quickly stop...oni can go hm talk wif mei..she very interested in dat lke me..ben lai promis her wan play bishibashi wif her whn i gt hm..bt i yearn to play gb more..n hubbie willing to play wif me..so i told her tml instead..den dad on final destination 3..wana watch..bt whn i receive 8 miss calls n one msg in msn frm hubbie den i abit dont dare watch le..scared kana scolded..n i call him time he areadi nt happie le..so i stand at door c le den keep running back to check my com.. + bad mood liao..den at game receive sms frm ppl =X waa..dat one more +bad mood liao..den i earn 5k nia..so sad..+bad mood le..den hubbie quit le i play myself my team mate golden battle axe..sux..more + bad mood..finally breaking pt reached when i was playing n hubbie call me say he needed me to call n talk to him..den i ben lai bu xiang de..bt scared he sad n nt happie..so i call..den end up all game i lost..cos i keep missing..n nv hit a proper shot..nv.. =X n din even earn a single gold =X wa piang..nth to say..den i concentrate game cant talk to him very well i still scared he unhappy...den mei say i no heart play gb..den i tink ya lo..no heart play..sian one..cnt focus liao..den no pt~ so quit gb..n all these bad mood causes me to give attitude to hubbie..sorrie..dont mean it de..+ im havin serious flu in de morning..bad day start le..den morning ben lai wan go jp de..bt bad start also..so end up everyting bad..tdy wan eat beehoon soup for lunch..ben lai wan hubbie cook one..bt he dont get it..n say bring me go dwnstairs eat..den i okie lo~ go wif it~ fan zhen same la..oni he cook nicer..at train de moment reli is da best one..my happiest moment..ben lai wana buy amos cookies at jp de..bt dont dare spend money liao..den abit no mood buy..so nv buy..den saw adidas jacket..i dont dare buy..altho i lke it alot...im so supportive of adidas stuff..orange colour somemore..n finally its an adidas item i can afford..bt dont dare buy..so no buy..c le rmb jiu enough le..if gt fate i will c it again one...aiya~ summary: Today hen bad jiu shi le.. Sorrie hubbie..so bad mood~ so give ya attitude..Sorrie..dont angry le.. ytdy stay sch until 6+..sian one..ben lai shld end at 2 one..den pjt took so long..ask my classmate to help..she help until lke abit bu gan yan..den i feel so ashamed keep calling her..n another classmate say we borrow so thick de lib bk is jia yong gong..hear le so hurt..dat is reli no use..nt jia yong gong lo...den finally...other class de ppl come help me..we nt even frens..oni same lect grps..n they help wif enthusiasm..so happi..altho end up cnt work..bt thy stay until 6+ to help me wif my pjt..frendly oso..den cher also say i no heart do..i told him ya lo..i sian liao..still do wad..been sitting in lab for 6 hrs straight..w/o eating n drinking..n i eat a small cake oni lo..den tahan for 10 hrs..nice liao =.= no drink dao stuff..den somemore is elective..first time spend so much time n effort doing elective..den very scared my infotainment result..n network result..bt who can i say it to? hais..keep to myself lo..scared i say out i will cry..nvm la~ wait for results..we shall c..if repeat den repeat lo..sure kana scold until siao one..nvm la..who ask wo go work..gt money happie la..bt in exchange for pjt time duno worth it ma..bleh..fan zhen do le jiu do le..infotainment pjt i nidda say sorie to diana..sorie for no putting in much effort cos i working..n hai us mayb will fail..sorie ya..tdy ester bd..she invited me to her chalet..bt end up i din go..feel so bad..she my fren sia..n altho talk very little bt she invited me..den dont want cos of her chalet make hubbie unhapie or insecure..so nv go..as diana says..bf comes as priority first..after tinking, i agree..oni can sms her..tell her sorie n wish her happie bd..she no reply me sia..duno is angry ma =X bleh..so tired..i v scared abt de final destination 3 stuff..T_T noone noes T_T bt mei seems more scared den me..hope she wont get bad dreams..n omg....my cousin jus told me gt fireworks...at esplanade....12mins...zz..wo missed it...this yr no fireworks for me le..cos of stupid exams..fate ba =X hmm..oh ya..ai qing ling du C reli hen nice..altho rui en talk no feeling one..bt i lke it when she cry and say dont go..n c weixiang run back find her..dat scene hen touching..c until i almost cried..tdy watch again..cos gt record...n i type too long liao..very sleepy n tired..bt mood hen bad..nt feeling gd..feel lke sleeping n dont wake up n make time stop liao =.= kkays..go le..bb..

* sorie dear..reli sorie..hope ni understand wo..*

Will you ever notice me...

~~Thursday, August 03, 2006~~

8:40 PM

kay~ ytdy's entry..hmm~~~~ morning wakie le jiu call hubby~ he sounds abit cold still frm tues tinggie..den he say he nv slp..altho me abit sad bt den nvm la..den go sch for lab test..my lab test cmi...T_T wa piang..no study b4 one leh..siao liao..tink my paper can help wo ba -,- den after dat go lib returns 3 wc bks..den walk all ard de sch =.= diaos..to find my frens to get tips frm em :X hurr~ den later test super dificult lor~ i c paper i sei diao =.= so chim sia...zzzzz~~~ sian looo~~ den so sad~ T_T den go lib borrow back de 3 wc bks~ cos i figure dat the lib shld hv collected de returned bks le..lol..indeed~ so i borrow back..lol..lame hor? =.= den hubby kip say i slow i slow..den i tink tink isit he come fetch wo~ :p n yep!! he come fetch wo~~ so happie~ n sweet hor!! :p hurr~ den at train very funie~ i say i wan eat cheese fries he say tml bring wo eat~ den i keep say tml KFC dao bi liao :p lol~~ den he wan laugh dont want laugh lidat..hen cute neh~~ bt den end up he did bring me go eat :p hurr~ den we hold hands walk hm~ :p den nite time he pei wo gb for abt 3 rds~ den go slp le~ den dawn at 5:45 i call n wake him~ cos he nidda tk pics..bt den he slp back =.= zzzz~

TODAY'S BLOGGIEEE!!
set alarm at 7am bt wake up at 7:47 =.= so tired sia..den pompom n pack baggie..den paint nails~ den da ban mei mei..bt i late in meeting hubbie n his mom n mei T_T so paiseh~ pei hubby go dentist dere~~ den i v baddie..keep disturb hubby when he no mood..den he no mood den keep scold wo tdy..make wo soo saddie..bt he gt make up by saying sorrie so sweetly :p owaes cldnt resist his sorrie de :p hurr~~ den go this fashion buy one tee~ :p at $4.20 oni~ heh heh~~~ cheap seh~~ den go eat porridge~ de one hubbie bring wo go eat at my birthday de~ bt tis time no prawns~ cos de ppl say tdy no prawns =.= so change to fish instead~ NICE too lo!!! de sauce is OMG de nice!! lol~ den i finish de porridge~ unlike my bd dat time~ cant finish :p bt tis time is hubbie cant finish~~ den we eat until de sweat lke tap lidat..keep coming dwn..den eat le faster rush to de street opposite de CK shop blow aircon~ wa~ de feeling reli hen shuang...lol!!! den at dere saw a shorts i wana buy leh~ bt $14.90 leh..so ex =.= diaos =.= den dont want le..den go this fashion again~ cos gt 2 shops opposite each other ma~ den finally~~ at dere hubbie saw smth nice~ den i say "laogong~~~ mai gei wo!!" den he okok den buy gimme :p hurr~~ be his laopo hao xingfu!! :p den after dat his hse first..his mom n mei still shoppin~ den reach UT dat time he suddenly shout den say he nv bring his keys =.= waaaah!! i was like O.O!!! den he call his sis~ den heng thy at bbatok~ :X waaa~ heng lor~!! super heng..den we wait at stairs for em~ baddie hubbie!!! :p den we gg~~~ :p hurr~~ c hubbie so xinku~ :p gt so xing fu de feeling~~ den i very tired so i slp~ den hubbie cook hen nan chi de noodles gei wo~~~ hurr~~ den eat le stomach bu shu fu~~ hubbie~ wo nt nt happie wor~ dont mistaken wo :p den i go back read wc bk at bed~ den hubbie slppie beside wo~ den finally finish le~ den wakie hubbie ask him tk pics for his sch pjt he say he very tired dont want tk -,- den ok lo~ let him slp~ den i go hm myself~~ n here i am =D bloggin where hubbie still slping soundly n sweetly~ lol..kkays~ wana go play play le~ or copy notes~ haven dcide which :p bbyes!! muacks! slp tight hubbie~ love ni lots!!

Will you ever notice me...

~~Tuesday, August 01, 2006~~

11:36 PM

The long lost feeling finally found its way back to me..Maybthis tee shirt is cursed :X shld i go tk pirate's blood to break the curse? zz..crap..Music is owaes a MUST when im rushing for my test..it accompanying thru my lowest period of my life..Owaes exam time happen de same old stuff..quarrelling..duno y always i exam will happen de leh~ reli leh..no joke =.= tis reli is curse..nvm =.= no chance liao..after tis month..this curse will be GONE foreva..no more tests =.= unless i failed my modules..which i hope nt..bt will be very diffcult wif pjts nt working all dat stuff..all rely on my common test liao..n somemore i study dat time so mani probs crop up :X so tired n stress...feel lke wana slp foreva dont wake up liao...escape frm all the stress frm sch!! zzz...so tired...wana slp...tdy go lib study i keep falling aslp n jerking awake n force myself to study n absorb de notes..tink i wana burn it and drink it as talisman drink liao...might work..if im a com jiu hao..copy all info to my hard disk..n no nid care time..hais..if oni time will stop for me..or rather..turn back =.= to when im a kid and stop dere..growing up gt all sorts of stress sia..being ignorant as a kid is nice~ oni nidda worry abt kana scolded by mom =.= no sch no exam no stress no tiredness..jus play eat slp all days =.= zzz~~ sounds so nice ya? if i had a magic wand i will do dat =.= until im rdy to tk de exam den i let time go as usual.. :X im off dreaming =.= nidda come back to earth liao =.= exam tml..few hrs away..n im here crapping wif myself..cyndi's song =.= abit sick sia..i wan hear all those sad sad and loud loud drums de songs =.= nw sing fall out of love de song in so hapie tones =.= doesnt tally la..no link =X diaos..n sat ting stress....diaos =.= duno hw la~ c hw la~ kkays~ go study le..kana scolded liao...zzz....one more pjt..n can focus on tests liao...jia you ba me..3 tests n 1 exam to go..gambatte yo.....

Will you ever notice me...

12:54 AM

Wah~~ i super duper duper super tired!!! and sleepy!!!! T_T jus finish copying my notes~ my calculator pjt haven do yet lor..tml mus pass up le..bleh..den tk code frm fren =.= zzz..tdy present my xhtml pjt to teacher le jiu go hubbie's hse..play bishibashi..bt disappointing la~ nt de old time one...bleh!!! soo tired~ bt i very hapie one pjt over le~ no nid care dat le~ dat module can siam far far le~ dat module no common test oso lor! is exam de~ at 24th aug leh~ still faaaarrr faaaarrr frm me~ lol..hapi jiu shi le la~! den i go hubbie hse copy notes n watch him play winning eleven..lol~ he play first 5 mins beckham get red card out..LOL~~~ laugh until i siao lor~ lol!!! funie leh him~ n cute too :p hurr~ den he very understanding~ no gg altho he can de~ he still ren ren~ muackS~ thks wor laogong!! at his notes made alot of progress wif notes~ quite man zhu oso~ copy until chap 5 lo~ left 3 more chaps~ bt i giv up on chap 8..TOO LONG!!! if i study dat sure no time one =.= wed test liao =.= i jus finish my notes~ GG no re~ bleh!! happie n snowball pei wo tdy~ nw past 12 le~ *Happie birthday Ball Ball~~!! Jie Jie love u lots lots!! Stay naughty owaes hor!! :p Huggies!!* tdy no game dao leh~ sad T_T my gb no earn dao money..zzzz!!!! after exams!!!! ni deng wo!! wo cfm go gb chiong one =.= bleh!~~~~ Hubbie de mom gei wo biscuits wor~~ so gd neh~ make me so happie!~~ hurr~~ *xie xie auntie!~* weee!! tired si le~ hubbie call me twice le~ first time ask me go slp~ den i tell him i copy notes~ den he okie~ 2nd time he call me ask me hao le mei you~ lol~ naggie neh!! hao le la~ i go orh orh nw~ miss u!! hope ur stomach cramp gets beta~~ *get well soon!* love ni lotsss!!!!!!

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